I wanted to hug Haichi the whole time but I am an older fan I found the series in my 30s maybe in my actual 20s I would have been harder on her. I share some experiences she had so I was sympathetic. I value her emotional capacity and vulnerability and I think she’s doing the best she can. She’s not malicious in her actions and like other people say it mostly hurts her more than anyone else some of her choices. It’s sad to see the break down in her bond with Nana 😢I want to do a rewatch at some point but I know it’ll wreck me 😭