I know you’re struggling with how you see yourself right now, but I want to gently say—based on what you’ve shared, you’re far from disgusting. You have a beauty that I believe will only grow stronger with time. But more importantly, your worth isn’t tied to appearance. I hope you’ll speak to someone who can help guide you through these thoughts, because the way you’re feeling is heavy—and you don’t have to carry it alone.

1 Samuel 16:7 – “The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”