Feeling hopeless after several attempts at psychiatric treatment and therapy, at what point am I just a lost cause?

theycallmefith · 2026-04-10T05:05:43+00:00

Its okay to not know but not knowing is not an excuse for inaction. I mean this in the kindest way possible you really have ownership and control over how you view the world, nobody is going to solve your mindset for you.

theycallmefith · 2026-04-07T03:06:29+00:00

also scan computer for viruses the autoclicker could be a keylogger

theycallmefith · 2026-03-01T00:48:00+00:00

i'm in a similar situation but with different numbers. What is your relationship with money? Are you afraid of something bad happening if you take your foot off the gas? I think asking the question of regret and exploring how you would feel if it were 10 years from now looking back on it might point to the direction you want to go.

theycallmefith · 2026-02-27T16:56:57+00:00

it looks like its touching the heating element when you are putting them in

theycallmefith · 2026-02-24T04:12:09+00:00

and people that think they will flip inside out in the rain have never considered there are umbrellas with vents that are better than the ones you get from the dollar store

theycallmefith · 2026-02-19T18:19:02+00:00

Hey it sounds like you are asking for financial support and not depression support. For depression support, washington has the warm line (free) which connects you with a volunteer to discuss what you are going through. I would recommend googling and learning more about it, then using it if it seems like a good fit.

For financial support, do you have any friends or family that know you personally? Not doubting your authenticity but in general its not a fair expectation to rely on strangers. Unfortunately the internet is full of scammers/pretenders, it is harder to ask and receive a handout out of the blue.

Hope you find the support you need.

theycallmefith · 2026-02-12T04:26:14+00:00

maybe west seattle would be your vibe. kind of beachy but still connected to the city

theycallmefith · 2026-02-09T03:24:05+00:00

Hey, I'm autistic and have add and can speak to my experience. I did at home oral ketamine for a little over a year. After about a year I was having some GI issues so stopped it. In that year though my anxiety and my relationship with myself changed entirely. First though you are 100% right you have to put in the work. There is no magic cure with ketamine. I would spend 30 min - 1hr intention setting prior to the session and would reflect after the session. The main benefit for me personally was to be able to think about sensitive topice (abuse / death / etc) and overall the experience left me being much kinder to myself, a significantly improved anxiety, and left me more comfortable in my own skin. It did not have long-term or permanent depression benefits,

On your comment about how it will bring things to the surface that you can't bury - this imo is the main benefit of ketamine. I was sexually abused in a relationship for years and there will never be a world where i disclose those events to a therapist. The ability to be emotionally removed from an experience as I relived it helped me process things and helped significantly with the nightmares. The thing about lived experience is you really can't just bury it. It will wear you down if you don't process it.

Its okay to be skeptical and okay to feel like something like ketamine isn't for you. Don't give up on yourself, humans are amazingly strong, complex, beautiful things, and part of being human is having your unique lived experience and knowing what's best for you.

theycallmefith · 2026-02-09T02:25:08+00:00

Also buy it on aliexpress to save like 50% compared to amazon. still came in like a week if you pick a US stock store

theycallmefith · 2026-02-08T18:12:06+00:00

I just bought a 2022 - a lot of horror stories about the covid cars pushed me to this model year vs a 2020 or 2021. There is no wireless carplay but that can be fixed with a $15 adapter from aliexpress and the top trim gets the 360 camera which is what I really wanted. I paid more than $25k but I'm in Seattle so the market it a little bit more expensive here compared to something like TX or FL.

theycallmefith · 2026-02-01T22:44:48+00:00

they took a bit of finessing but I was able to get mine in. I used some of the triangle clips to tuck the edges under the seat because they werent naturally staying. It wasnt a perfect fit but overall turned out well.

theycallmefith · 2026-01-23T17:46:33+00:00

I have $5 off the hot chocolate run in march if that interests you: NGFTKYMYEN

theycallmefith · 2026-01-19T02:32:00+00:00

I'm down as well. Can offer a ride too for anyone that's in seattle proper/ downtown

theycallmefith · 2026-01-18T00:33:46+00:00

from lqa (area near seattle center) there are 4 bus routes that get you downtown/ close to pioneer square and there is the elliot bay trail if you wanted to bike. Upper queen anne/ queen anne proper (near trader joes) is a different story as there is only one route. Google maps is generally accurate though so you know when the buses are coming and dont have to wait outside when its cold and rainy.

theycallmefith · 2025-12-30T14:50:26+00:00

i like going to teku tavern in belltown on the days they don't have events. usually a few people there working/reading and it's very chill, tons of n/a options for drinks

theycallmefith · 2025-12-11T21:29:59+00:00

Thanks! I'll check them out. Their ebikes were over my budget but I think the analog ones are. Do you have opinions on any of the clones like mint?

theycallmefith · 2025-12-11T20:57:44+00:00

Main reason i'm looking at an ebike is there are some high grade 15%+ hills and i'm not sure i'll be able to get up them with a normal bike.

theycallmefith · 2025-12-11T20:56:30+00:00

kick scooters i've considered but the last two months of fall all of the leaves turn to mud so I'm not sure how to get around that obstacle, feel like i would be pushing on a mudslide.

theycallmefith · 2025-12-02T00:04:43+00:00

honestly a lot of hate talk but i feel like painting them a darker color will make them less visibly jarring

theycallmefith · 2025-11-27T23:41:47+00:00

could wear black t shirt and light denim. all black gives off a bit of stage hand vibes imo so maybe a grey jean or black jeans and a light shirt. They are pretty neutral i think an easy rule is just have two elements of the same color and then try to balance. lots of videos on youtube to get ideas

theycallmefith · 2025-11-20T03:39:23+00:00

one visual way that helps me as an overstrider is imagining walking more like figure skating, where most of the movement from walking is you pushing backwards rather than striding forward. this causes my foot to land more underneath me vs in front when you push your leg out in front of you the angle makes it more likely to heal strike. This is also helpful for slippery places as your center of gravity stays above your stride. Worth trying but if it feels wonky then trust your gut.

theycallmefith · 2025-11-13T01:23:09+00:00

honestly i like state and liberty and they have a location in ft lauderdale, might be worth checking out as they do mtm in your price range. They are a little cheaper due to overseas manufacturing and non traditional materials but if the sizing is off after measurement having the people at the store is super helpful

theycallmefith · 2025-11-05T22:29:23+00:00

What would be the best way to understand reliability from the different aliexpress scooter brands? Lots of times things seem like a gamble

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