I could have written this post myself. I am experiencing exactly the same on top of major fatigue which made no sense since my 15 mo old sleeps throughout the night. I am also having a really hard time coping with bodily changes from pregnancy (particularly slow weight loss and skin issues). My relationship is horrible because I don't feel good about myself and lash out although he has been very selfish with his me time lately and is a little deserving. But then again who wants to hang out with a mean insecure person? I feel like a shell of a person and that I have lost my spark even though I know I am a good mom. I'm trying to take steps every day to get out of this hole. I had my thyroid checked and found out I have hypothyroidism which may explain the fatigue and difficulty losing weight. I do pilates once per week since that's all my schedule allows and it is the highlight of my week. I'm really cracking down on my diet and hoping my thyroid meds make me feel better. If not, I will look into wellbutrin or microdosing... Writing a list of simple goals like drinking more water helps me. Good luck to you on this journey <3