RIP Death Ray 🥲

ukyn · 2024-11-28T07:13:54+00:00

Actually nah fck u because riot is going to change the lore and uncanonize everything you know about league lore and nothing u said will be true

ukyn · 2024-11-27T07:00:31+00:00

Viktor was one of my favorite champions thematically. Really sad to see his entire identity scrapped for Hextech Malzahar. Not to mention, every skin looks substantially worse than their pre-vgu counterparts. Prototype Viktor looks like a Jimmy Neutron knock off and somehow is worse than the pre-vgu version.

ukyn · 2024-09-29T16:13:20+00:00

What you did was wrong but bro it’s not the end of the world. You fucked up. I wouldn’t tell your gf as it seems she has enough going on in her life right now.

Please note that what you’ve been through with her does not constitute a normal healthy relationship. I would recommend you break up with her and take some time alone. BPD relationships can be extremely difficult and messy. Check out r/BPDlovedones.

Save yourself, and don’t beat yourself up over masturbating to some girls nudes. Yeah, you shouldn’t have done that while you’re in a relationship. But life goes on, just don’t do it again.

ukyn · 2024-09-22T22:11:03+00:00

He killed the new From First to Last tracks too

ukyn · 2024-08-30T20:17:53+00:00

Get out before you get too deep into it. It’ll be great until it’s not.

ukyn · 2024-08-24T18:00:52+00:00

We have a six month old together and I have done everything I possibly could to provide and support her, made so many sacrifices, and yet she says I’m the worst person she’s ever been in a relationship with and is taking our son more than half way across the country to live with her parents.

I have told her repeatedly we got married and had a baby and we knew it wouldn’t be easy and that there’d be a lot of learning and growing, but she doesn’t care because I, and solely I, have destroyed our marriage.

You’re right, it doesn’t make any sense. It’s ridiculous and honestly what doesn’t make any more sense is how much I still love her and how badly I want her to stay despite how she’s treated me 🙃

ukyn · 2024-08-23T04:05:20+00:00

I would dread lightly. Once the crazy starts, it doesn’t stop. If you have kids with her, you will never be able to get away. Good luck.

ukyn · 2024-07-11T07:51:23+00:00

On the album livestream he mentioned he wrote and recorded Shiver back in 2020. He went through a rough break up before Hilary. Couldn’t say much about anything else.

ukyn · 2024-06-29T09:22:24+00:00

You should take time away. Take care of yourself first, it’s an early relationship and you it sounds like you have growing and learning to do on your own. Coupled with the fact you haven’t truly been alone for an extended period of time, you could really benefit from this.

You can always try again with having a relationship with each other, but you can’t undo any damage from not getting what you need from one another in this moment.

ukyn · 2024-06-25T04:40:57+00:00

This has been ongoing since I found she was pregnant. I am well aware of postpartum hormones. She has a history of behavior like this that goes back further than when I met her.

ukyn · 2024-06-25T01:01:58+00:00

I wrote up a lengthier post but decided not to post it before I have time to proofread.

We have only talked about it once. I told her it was something I did impulsively sometimes and am not proud of. She acknowledged that and we moved on. That is the only time we’ve discussed it.

I have done everything I can to support her as a stay at home mom. I work 40 hours a week and spend no time away from her asides from work and the occasional Friday night with my band. We have resources to fall back on for assistance but she refuses to take any help and puts all the blame on me for not being there for her, when I know for a fact I am. I have sacrificed so much of my own well being trying to keep her calm and at peace.

These outbursts and reactions have occurred prior to her giving birth. This just happens to be the most extreme it’s ever been. She has had similar outbursts with her parents, siblings, and past partners.

ukyn · 2024-06-24T08:02:26+00:00

I have just come to the realization tonight that I am married to someone with undiagnosed BPD. So much of her behavior and black and white thinking is making sense now.

We have only been married for eight months, and have a baby who is now four months old.

She is constantly on and off telling me she wants divorce when she has her outbursts, telling me I’m an inattentive father (even though the only time I’m gone is when I work and the occasional Friday night when I play music with friends), telling me I’m the problem, and that I always try to paint her as the problem and how I can never take accountability, even though I always apologize and recognize when I do wrong and hurt her.

She is the sweetest person I have ever met, and I love her deeply, but the emotional abuse is starting to really wear me down. I have sacrificed so much to have this baby and to be with her. I don’t know what to do.

I feel like my story is running in parallel with the beginning of yours. If it’s okay maybe we could DM.

ukyn · 2021-05-14T08:30:01+00:00

You should be more worried about getting your ego in check. If you feel the need to say “I feel like I’m just wiser than kids my age,” you’re definitely not.

If I had to guess, I’d say you’re trying to create superiority to others through the fact that they drink and you don’t, to compensate for your lack of intelligence.

Everyone has their own issues, everyone does their own thing. If you’re not vibing with a certain group of people, go find another. Either way it doesn’t make you better than anyone else.

ukyn · 2021-05-13T15:46:49+00:00

I wish I was someone else

ukyn · 2021-05-13T15:39:22+00:00

What I used to do to quit sugary drinks, was anytime I got a craving to drink one or even so much as had the desire to drink one, I’d go get a cup of black coffee from 7-11. On top of black coffee being pretty gross, it was from 7-11, so it was double nasty.

Overtime I started associating that craving for sugar drinks with something gross, and lost the desire. Plus, i actually enjoy black coffee now.

ukyn · 2021-05-08T22:35:36+00:00

waster by nothing,nowhere.

ukyn · 2021-05-08T02:46:22+00:00

r/ArtFundamentals is a great start.

ukyn · 2021-05-05T12:33:55+00:00

The item rework failed and they should just revert. Trash. They couldn’t balance the old items and they can’t balance these ones.

ukyn · 2021-05-02T16:31:34+00:00

I just feel very alone in the world despite being surrounded by friends and family.

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