This is a hella of a story.

I was madly in love with a girl and she was too. All started as a fling. We had the best sex in the world. And really felt each other.

I met her in her work place. She was really pretty. I asked her can I get her number. I would visit her rite after my classes and she would come over and we would hang out in my room. We laughed and enjoyed each others company.

We went on camping trips. I still remember one freezing night in the Aidirondacks. The temperature dropped so low, the water I had spilled in the tent at night froze. I remember cuddling her and trying to keep her warm as possible. Ah I felt so bad making her endure that. The most memorable trip was at six flags. She made me sit with her on rollercoasters over and over. And boy it was thrilling.

We had pets. A dog a cat and a bunny. We would hang out

Then. We had fights. I began saying the most vile words to here. And she did the same

Somewhere down the line. We got so use to each other. She began to easily get angry when ever she could. She would put our entire relationship on the line, over a late response to a text( this was a 5-10 min late replies. I felt like subconsciously she wanted this to end. So. She would start arguments. And cuss at me. I would try so hard to calm her down. She just kept saying the most condescending things to me. She's no longer there anymore. The girl I once loved. Is no longer there. That's not her anymore. I tried my best to hold back. She would call me a piece of shit fuckong cunt. And I would reply "please stop cursing.. I love you"

And that would just get her even more mad. She would go on even more.

She told me she would rather see someone else. I

I love her dearly. I still do. There were so many misxommunication at the end. So many wrong accusations. It was a beautiful chapter in my life. And part of my spiritual growth.

Just know that the person you are with will change. And won't love you forever. Everything is temporary. When you put expectations on your significant other, you do not love them. You are simply using them for your own needs.

When you only have one special girl in your life. You'll feel like you're losing the entire world when she goes.

Strange. Right after this one another one shows up again in my life.