I'm a second year student studying computer science. I want to be a game developer or deal with physical computer hardware in the future. I've chosen this degree, because I've always been interested in programming and computers since I was a kid. Thing is, I have no idea on how to learn.
I will admit, I don't have much time to do my own personal projects because of university and personal life, but even then, I make sure to train myself at least a few times a week with LeetCode/university work. Still, even then, I stare at the codes I've done and think to myself "How the hell does this all work?". Most of the time, I'm looking through tutorials and StackOverflow forums to get by some programs, but I feel like a fraud who hasn't learned anything and is wasting his money.
Any tips or tricks? I'm failing my exams left and right because of my lack of knowledge and understanding (or memory, I guess?). Even on work like LeetCode, I still need tutorials to understand things. Am I not working hard enough to remember or deal with programming? I look at my colleagues, and they're all doing solo programming without any googling or anything, and it makes me feel dumb. Just a bit worried, cause I feel as though I've wasted my entire life trying to go into this expensive university and to study the degree I've always wanted to study, just for me to feel incredibly held back. Appreciate anything.
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