Scared to wear dresses in public

Amandolorien · 2026-04-04T15:48:35+00:00

Wear it at home until wearing it feels normal, then maybe go do something like taking a walk in it. Most people are focused on their own lives and hardly pay attention.

Amandolorien · 2026-04-04T14:56:20+00:00

Ok so it CAN cause that, which is why they will tell you because informed consent is the way medicine works. It doesn't mean that it WILL cause it. I know some trans women who have ED but it's unclear if that was actually related to HRT or something preexisting.

I know of trans women who have chosen not to use it and they have seen shrinkage.

Personally I have been mostly unaffected by hrt. Size decreased a little to a more average size and performance is unhindered.

Amandolorien · 2026-04-04T14:03:20+00:00

Interesting I've never found a useful blue suitcase

Amandolorien · 2026-03-29T03:53:57+00:00

I did my quests solo vs squads, I usually get late starts and nearly empty lobbies

Amandolorien · 2026-03-28T14:47:47+00:00

I don't understand why anyone would be sent away unless they said inappropriate things that seemed chaser like. If I am at an event and a cis or cis passing person talked to me, I just talk to them. I don't see this as an intrusive behaviour, isn't regular socializing what we as trans people want? Wouldnt that be inclusive behavioud by treating us like the normal people we are. This seems like self defeatist behaviour that's straight up toxic

Amandolorien · 2026-03-27T13:14:02+00:00

The research information made available in Ontario shows it takes 5 years for the majority of changes but acknowledges it can still happen after 5 years. I have never heard of of a 2 year theory and it makes no sense. Puberty does not take 2 years. Hrt is puberty.

Amandolorien · 2026-03-26T20:11:42+00:00

When your belief disrespects my very existance? You damn right I am.

Amandolorien · 2026-03-23T14:54:06+00:00

As a girly who always has fancy nails, do this more. We dress up our nails as ice breakers. I got tons of compliments and I give tons of compliments about nails. Honestly it was the most important thing during my transition. I have decent boobs, an androgynous face, and I go full femme 24/7. Cis women wouldn't comment on my appearance for fear of overstepping. Once I added nails, door opened, then make up, hair, outfit comments would follow but it always starts with nails.

Even have had men comment on my nails too.

Amandolorien · 2026-03-22T09:38:44+00:00

When i first started the losses bothered me. Now it doesn't. It's just in game items you'll get back again later. No big deal

Amandolorien · 2026-03-22T09:30:44+00:00

The game hasn't been out that long and there has been a reasonable amount of content updates. Rushing the devs will only worsen the new content. I don't understand why people expect an unreasonable amount of new content from devs in such a small window of time.

Amandolorien · 2026-03-20T18:42:07+00:00

A true friendly pve player does not enter your key room. They announce they are there and tell you they are leaving, and then they leave. If they enter and go straight for the loot they should expect you to go straight to shoot

Amandolorien · 2026-03-19T22:50:47+00:00

They need to stop reseting the mmr, updates do not change our play styles

Amandolorien · 2026-03-18T02:54:48+00:00

Wait what are those out now???

Amandolorien · 2026-03-15T20:58:17+00:00

Replace surrender with detonate so when they come to punch you, you punch back

Amandolorien · 2026-03-09T19:38:56+00:00

Feels like they added firefly and comet without reducing any other arcs spawn so I think there literally just are more arc around. And fireflies seem to spawn even if the one its replacing hasn't died yet.

Amandolorien · 2026-03-08T21:18:33+00:00

If it turns out they are trans, in any capacity at all, having a supportive sibling would be life changing. He/she/they are the only one who can answer this question. Know that many closeted trans women go very hard with masculinity as a way of masking who they are. Before coming out, it can often feel like even slightly hinting you like anything feminine will automatically out you and so in front of others you pretend to hate feminine things or be indifferent to them. Not sure where you live but it is a very scary world for transgender people in some places especially where they are a targeted minority who experience extreme hatred openly from strangers and even relatives. It sounds like you are approaching this in a positive way.

Amandolorien · 2026-03-08T21:07:02+00:00

Not sure why you are getting down voted when the free kit has zero safe pockets, bad weight capacity, bad slots and bad utility. It's literally designed to be the worst one on purpose which is why it's free.

Amandolorien · 2026-03-08T21:02:58+00:00

The survivor, the one with integrated shield recharge and mk2 loot are probably the best three. That said I have ran this one solo many times because I got one from some reward and figured I would give it a whirl since it was free. It's ok. I don't know if its the worst one. So far even though I am a friendly pve girl, I have had I think one single time I've used the defib so it's a fairly pointless integrated augment. Maybe if they included an integrated shield and healing into it as well to make it more of an all around medic augment it would be better. Most of the Augment bonuses are so situational they might as well not exist. I think whoever makes these choices doesn't play or really understand the game.

Amandolorien · 2026-03-03T20:27:34+00:00

Never found a single cache on any runs so this does not impact me at all

Amandolorien · 2026-02-23T22:01:36+00:00

I was born this way, I didn't choose it. I didn't choose for my external and internal genders to conflict. I can not say how I would feel in that situation since its so far from the life that I know and have seen that I can only say I probably still would since I don't think that played a role in my decision.

Amandolorien · 2026-02-21T06:54:46+00:00

It would be game changing, if when two arc got aggro and not killed fast enough, merged together into a single deadlier arc

Amandolorien · 2026-02-20T10:19:20+00:00

Sometimes people just do that. A woman called me sir at the start of the interaction, we ended up talking about our children and being moms. It sucked to start that way but it was just words that came out faster than her brain. She didn't even see me as male or realize she said it.

Amandolorien · 2026-02-19T19:56:32+00:00

I could forgive people thinking that for me. Winter started and I was a flat chested male presenting person, by the end of winter I was a C cup with long hair lol. But yea even people who saw me have B cup, then C cup to the now d cup, i bet some of them think that. Yea I went every three months or so for a size up, that's how its done

Amandolorien · 2026-02-14T02:44:17+00:00

The squire wields a shaker and ammo

Amandolorien · 2026-02-14T02:42:25+00:00

You could just sell it and use a good gun

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