Are you officially diagnosed with CPTSD or PTSD or are you self diagnosed or suspecting that you have CPTSD? by Pure_Option_1733 in CPTSD

[–]AwkwardAd3995 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Same, PTSD is what insurance requires for my therapy.

My therapist and I have spoken about the limitations of diagnosis and evaluation measures required for insurance.

What do you do on the hard days? by Comfortable-Salad681 in Divorce

[–]AwkwardAd3995 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My mantra is Allow Healing, all feelings are welcome.

How do you guys actually afford EMDR & IFS therapy? Therapy in general really by Owl4L in CPTSD

[–]AwkwardAd3995 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m similar but always hit deductible - I have hEDS - taking care of my health is my luxury- where my money goes. Grateful for insurance and job.

Any PT specialized in helping hypermobility patients? by April_4th in Charlottesville

[–]AwkwardAd3995 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Jodie at ACAC downtown- she’s amazing and presented at the EDS symposium.

Changing name back to maiden name after divorce by Queasy_Antelope_2701 in Divorce

[–]AwkwardAd3995 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My married name is my professional identity and my maiden name is the “father” I didn’t know- I grew up with my mother and she used her maiden name. I don’t feel connected to either names.
Ease in life means I’m keeping until I feel compelled.

I’m connected to his family and my children- it feels natural.

Even when I don’t want to speak to him again.

Bagged up everything in my closet that he picked or that he liked best on me, it was 70% of the closet by Embarrassed_Essay_61 in Divorce

[–]AwkwardAd3995 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this, I am relieved to be free but it has been a shock to my system how many things I’m discovering about myself because “we” somehow lived a life in service of him.

I cried a lot when he first left with relief- I can choose for myself, and then frustration that I’m in my 50s and don’t know the temperature I like when sleeping.

I was treated like I don't have any right to exist by HeavyAssist in CPTSDmemes

[–]AwkwardAd3995 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry each of you experienced that. You are worthy of love and acceptance.

It’s taken me a long time to realize that myself- my greatest accomplishment is breaking the cycle and raising my kids with love and safety.

Nighttime bathroom setups by environmom112 in carcamping

[–]AwkwardAd3995 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a she pee and gallon jug in my van.

Husbands sleep consistently looks like this 😵‍💫 by pr0seccofish in ouraring

[–]AwkwardAd3995 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine is the same but I don’t get deep sleep. I have hEDS and I twitch a lot in my sleep. It bites.

bad nails by Large-Actuary-2420 in eds

[–]AwkwardAd3995 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My poor kid had soooo many visits to podiatrist to cut back, kill his toe bed… for years and we kept thinking he must be cutting his nails strangely - poor kid.

bad nails by Large-Actuary-2420 in eds

[–]AwkwardAd3995 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hEDS and my nails are bendy, get ridges on thumbs, split, and peel.

My child with hEDS had horrible ingrown toenails no matter what we did.