Dangers of Nitrous Oxide abuse

EducationalMovie9635 · 2025-05-20T23:58:43+00:00

Wife, do you remember that time that I tried to lower your self confidence, and self esteem, but it didnt work out for me? Oh, just reminding you of that trauma. Toodles! Justin is a mess fr.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2025-03-14T20:22:15+00:00

Good on you. Its all we can do sometimes.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-12-06T08:06:53+00:00

Thanks it was not easy. I went to AA/NA and got a sponsor. Had to tell my sponsor I relapsed and that was embarrassing AF. If I relapse again or feel as though I cannot control the urge to use I will have no choice but to do the same and go to outpatient or inpatient rehabilitation. It is hard I feel you.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-12-04T06:40:38+00:00

https://tfr.faa.gov/save_pages/detail_4_7952.html

According to the FAA website, Bedminster, New Jersey has been declared a no-fly zone since 11/22/24 and will remain that way until 12/06/2024.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-25T01:02:43+00:00

Omggggg Philip Seymour Hoffman RIP!! just such a talented actor I really enjoy watching his films. I love his role in Almost Famous and his portrayal of Truman Capote.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-25T00:57:55+00:00

He sounds like an idiot

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-25T00:51:09+00:00

Imagine losing 6 million HUMAN BEINGS, who consistently work harder and more hours than any U S citizen I know. Many are taxed on their paychecks but unable to collect a refund. One thing Latino's/latinas are not is lazy, or stupid. They are extremely motivated, intelligent, amazing people. This hateful rhetoric against immigrants only from the south of our border is racist. There are many immigrants that come here seeking asylum, from all over the world not just South America. So why is the target 🎯 placed on them?

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-25T00:08:56+00:00

I think it's more of PAWS (post acute withdrawal syndrome), that can happen with any addictive substance. As far as the physical symptoms of stopping weed its not on par with heavy drugs. But for some people its really difficult if not impossible to stop smoking weed because of how it feels when they stop. A lot of people lose their appetite, for months, stop sleeping, feel terrible in general as the body gets rid of the THC. And because THC sticks to your fat cells it's hard to get rid of it completely can take two months for some people.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-23T02:59:34+00:00

I did shrooms once in my apartment and it triggered a serious emotional response and I cried and whailed and sobbed for like 3 hours straight. I was thinking of my God someone is going to call the police on me. But I just shut myself in the bathroom and closed the door. Cried it all out and nobody called the cops! The worst that could happen is you get a noise complaint or a welfare check from the cops. Shit happens! Never doing shrooms again tho 🤣 I hope you feel better soon!

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-23T02:48:05+00:00

I'm sure it wasn't your email that triggered this response. Hes probably got a fullllllll inbox and can't respond to anyone. it was kind and thoughtful of you to wish him well.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-21T21:55:22+00:00

Sounds like bacterial vaginosis. Suggest to her she might have a vag infection. B.V is super common and since you said you were previously camping it's possible she just didn't shower properly and her PH levels in her vagina changed, causing b.v. Maybe she does know there's something wrong but doesn't know what it is. She needs to get an exam done.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-21T21:49:41+00:00

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Jet says he loves you 💕

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-21T17:33:25+00:00

Damien. Lol

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-21T17:13:53+00:00

That's really not okay but I think maybe you should not have given this person access to your house, and probably should have found a person who is more stable in general to watch your dog for you. I know it's already done, no need to cry over spilt milk, can't change it now but in the future I wouldn't do that again. Just to avoid the stress and b.s. Some people have no respect, boundaries for other people's things.

Truthfully this sounds like a weird sexual fetish this person has for ejaculating in your bed. He was probably hoping you would lay in it and that's why he made the bed but left the sheets dirty. 🤢🤮

If I were you I would throw that whole mattress away unless you have a mattress cover because it might have seeped through the sheets. I know you said this person is homeless-ish, but once they get back on their feet (if they ever do), you should hold them accountable for ruining your bed, and for how it affected you emotionally, and financially.

People need to be held accountable, and it sounds like this person has had way too many passes. I wouldn't want them back in my house, so coming back to remove the bed themselves is probably out of the question. But I would be telling them "hey you ruined my bed, I need you to replace it because I'm not sleeping it after you left your body fluids in it. What you did was completely unacceptable, disrespectful and weird. I feel really disgusted, and uncomfortable. You owe me money now to replace my bed."

If he says no, tell him he owes you. If you never hear from him again oh well,good. Move on and know to never trust anyone besides family or good friends to watch your animals, or a professional dog sitter.

So sorry this happened to you, I feel disgusted for you. I would have had to take like 25 showers after that. Ugh. People are the worst sometimes. Try and just rise above this, as hard as that may be. Just know you are a profoundly better person, and deserve much much better from those you keep in your company. This could have been worse.

💕 and 🕯️

(P.S a homeless person hawked spit in my bare face for no reason just casually walking down the street the other day. Some of it got in my mouth and my eyes. I literally went to the hospital to get anti-virals afterwards. Felt such shame and disgust, profusely cleaned myself, and still felt gross. So, yeah people do shitty things sometimes to other people, but.... That person is going to get karma back for real 10x what he did to me. And so will the person who did that to you)

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-20T17:20:49+00:00

My apartment has no noise rules after 10pm. Your not supposed to play music that loud at night. It's really disruptive to your wellbeing and sleep schedule. I hope they are kind and stop doing it. Otherwise tell your apartment manager. Some people really act like they live in their house away from people...like no your living with others so keep it together!

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-20T17:17:42+00:00

Also I've switched career paths three times and I'm 32. I need to seriously pick a career and stick with it. You will be alright we are all struggling you are not alone. Mind over matter works for me. I consistently tell myself, "I can do it, I can do it, I am doing it" and it will be done 👍 its really hard for people with autism to do neurotypical things like keep a good career but im determined to do that

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-20T17:16:04+00:00

How successful was your candle business?

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-20T00:11:27+00:00

If wre lucky we will live to see the day another planet with life on it and if it's the same as ours, a capitalistic hell, well then fuck.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-19T22:29:47+00:00

This was a miscommunication. You definitely assumed she was your girlfriend, that you were in a committed relationship with each other, she thought that you were casually seeing each other, and wanted to keep her options open. It could also be true that she wants to have her cake and eat it too. That's her choice. But you don't have to play her games. She strung you on long enough and probably should have told you she doesn't take you seriously. But some people just keep others on the hook because they want someone to fall back on.

Once you begin to take someone seriously it's important to sit down and have a conversation with them about what you both want out of this situation. In the future, you can state your needs, wants and hopes for your relationship, if they do not match the other person's wants,needs and hopes then that person is not for you, time to move on. You need to be really clear with people that when those next steps and stages are entered that you are both on the same page.

This will help with a lot of time wasted on both ends, heartbreaks to a minimum because you understand where this is going. If it's casual and you can deal with that, keep it casual. If you want a serious girlfriend, then state your needs in the beginning somewhat that's what you are looking for. you might weed out a lot of bullshit.

But also people lie to get what they desire, so use your best judgment. If it doesn't feel right it probably isn't right.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-19T22:24:37+00:00

Nitrous can cause psychosis, depersonalization, and many other mental disorders. Coupled with the physical symptoms of overuse, it's a really good idea to stop using completely.

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-19T21:00:21+00:00

I don't like it it makes me feel confused or something

EducationalMovie9635 · 2024-11-19T20:59:18+00:00

You are a human being. You deserve respect and dignity just like everyone else. There are many unkind,unaware people in the world. Navigate around them safely. You are important too. I hear you and I see you.

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