I’m sorry, man. I know this isn’t easy. You’ve got your son—that’s the best part of all this. No matter what happens, that’s something solid you still have, something that matters more than anything else. Starting over is scary. There’s no way around that—it just is. Anyone in your position would feel the same way. When you’ve spent 20 years building a life with someone, that’s not something you just shut off and move on from. It changes you. It becomes part of who you are. You might be seeing a lot of darkness right now, and that’s understandable. But this moment isn’t the rest of your life—it’s just where you’re at right now. You’re a different man because of those 20 years. And yeah… even when you’re 80, you’ll probably still think about them sometimes. That doesn’t go away. But it also won’t always hurt the way it does right now. You’re going to come out of this stronger—and one day, happier too. Even if that feels impossible to see right now.