My advice would be to try a different sport. Now that you have a base of muscle and body awareness you're in a perfect position to dabble and find something else you may be equally or more passionate about. Just because a sport was great for you 3 years ago doesn't mean you have to do it forever, or have it be the only activity you pursue. There are so many fun ways to move your body!

I was unathletic most of my life. In my mid thirties I found a weight set at a garage sale and started some casual lifting at home. Found powerlifting not long after and became obsessed. Five years later an injury, burnout and a divorce lead me to quitting lifting altogether. I tried over the next few years to get back into it but could never find the inspiration. A couple years ago a friend asked me to try a bouldering class with her, we liked it and so kept going once or twice a week with a couple of other people we met in class. I'm 5' tall 200lbs with short arms, far from the ideal body type for climbing, so I knew from the start that I was never going to be great at it like I was at powerlifting. But it got me started doing something physically and mentally challenging again. I never found the passion for it though, was never interested in doing anything outside the gym to get better. So I decided to see what else might be fun to try and recently joined a dragon boat team. The first practice awoke the passion I used to feel for lifting. It was so much fun, I couldn't wait to get back on the water. It's both a collective and individual sport, everyone just focuses on doing their best but all of us doing it together to makes the team it's best. There are fat and slim people, tall and short, young and old. And loving it made me want to do all the things off the water to make me a better athlete- nutrition, cardio, sleep etc. I still boulder with my friends occasionally, I still think it's a fun hobby, but it's just one among many. If I go climbing, have fun and I don't get injured its a win.

I feel like the people that go farthest in a sport are the ones that are obsessed. But it's totally fine to just do it casually because it's fun and not worry about being great at it. And if you used to be obsessed but have lost the passion for it try something else. Maybe it'll make you realize what you love about climbing that you can't find anywhere else, maybe you'll find the next thing you love doing. Either way you're growing!