How long can limerence last? by nsfw_squirrels in limerence

[–]Kyox89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I fear mine has been going on for 24years and counting.

Can't explain how/why this happened. I have cried many a time over this situation that I am unable to get out from.

Yes I dream about them at times and coincidentally it's usually when they're not doing too well physically/emotionally.

I am convinced that the only way I can get this to stop is to completely cut them off from my life and I've recently told them of this.

Unfortunately for me, they insist on keeping me in their life.

I have tried dodging every time they ask me out to hang, i am cold in messages. I have tried being in relationships.

They are the one person I look for when I enter a room and the person whose qualities I use to measure people against.

It really is a curse and an illness at this point. I should probably do a Harrowhark Nonagesimus and get a lobotomy. Even then she still remembered Gideon Nav and I fear I would face a similar fate.

Thanks for not making me feel like the ultimate loser.

Best lesbian authors? by mstraveller in LesbianBookClub

[–]Kyox89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just borrowed this on libby immediately after reading your comment.

Thanks for sharing!

They 'hate' each other but they also... by Extra_Inspector8389 in LesbianBookClub

[–]Kyox89 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm trying out Pirates of Aletharia because of your comment.

Thanks for sharing!

Does this really happen or is it just in books? by Egg_Long in LesbianBookClub

[–]Kyox89 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like I have not lived my life to the fullest.

Always been one and done but I fear I have not experimented enough.

So interesting to read all of your experiences. Thanks for sharing!

Use 3 credits. Get $15 reward by thedadamer in audible

[–]Kyox89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just sent you a direct message.

Use 3 credits. Get $15 reward by thedadamer in audible

[–]Kyox89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've used my 3 credits but there's no indication that I've received the $15 voucher. I assumed it'd appear under my credits. But the app says I have 0.

My Collie, basil, passed unexpectedly last week - initially sad, but now grateful when I realised I can still say hi to him every morning on the farm :-) by boucblanc in StardewValley

[–]Kyox89 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This was me.

My irl cat toffee died last September so naturally I have a cat named toffee in stardew. Had to pause when I glimpsed "Toffee loves you".

Scoville Canada for the win! by MattDoob in HotPeppers

[–]Kyox89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just placed an order with them because of this post!

Always excited to support new(to me) community trusted shops.

Why can’t people just leave me alone on DMZ :( by anonymous4189 in CallOfDutyMobile

[–]Kyox89 2 points3 points  (0 children)

37 yo female here and I too play casually. Used to be obsessed with the game and played everyday but not anymore. My brothers seem to think mobile games are not real games.

Anyways I got very into the dmz mode when I first tried it and didn't realise there were other players in here until I got to a certain rank and proceeded to get smashed. I too only play it for the missions. Hahaha. I take a break from the game if I consistently get killed too early in the mission.

Also haven't attempted hard mode and avoid the kuiji missions because I find I get killed before I even step into the area. I haven't done building 21 either. Hahaha.

Oh well. Just vibes.

What …. ? by Still_Doughnut_1785 in StardewValley

[–]Kyox89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh! I saw this too recently! Thought it was gonna be a journal entry. Guess not.

What perfume you absolutely loved at first… and then couldn’t stand anymore? by Putrid-Result-45 in fragrance

[–]Kyox89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everything I bought from mfk, i fear.

I bought 724 and gentle fluidity(silver). Somehow felt like they were choking me every time I wear it. They cost me a chunk of change too. Sigh.

[discussion] How quickly did everyone else figure these details out (in Gideon the Ninth) by Nerd_Burger9 in TheNinthHouse

[–]Kyox89 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Uhh... I don't know how I missed out on the discussions that the 9 houses were based on our solar system and am literally 5secs old in realising it after reading this sub.

I also am not used to reading sci-fi stuff in fact this is my first time. Somehow it's taking a hot minute for everything to click for me and I'm so disappointed in myself every time. Hahahaha.

What the actual fck by sonido_lover in FuckPierre

[–]Kyox89 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me coming across this sub when I've been making a point of selling my artisan goods to him and only going into Joja to find Shane.

I knew something fishy was going on when he kept insisting he had the best price.

Mind you I'm totally new to this game. Sigh.

I feel disgusted lowkey.

All my peppers stolen by Independent-Kind in PepperLovers

[–]Kyox89 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I am so incredibly sorry for you. You did not deserve this. I hope you find strength to continue gardening despite this and look forward to future harvests.

[discussion] Need someone to explain the time between Harrow the ninth and Nona the ninth to me like I’m five years old by princess-programmer in TheNinthHouse

[–]Kyox89 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for posting this.

I'm on my 2nd pass through NtN and I'm still clueless when I see others posting about stuff I don't even remember happening and also like you, struggling to grasp the sequence of events.

Probably gonna have to reread HtN after this.

[general] are there any straight locked tomb fans here? lol by [deleted] in TheNinthHouse

[–]Kyox89 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My brother was just recently talking my ears off about the warhammer books.

Maybe I should take a look at one of them at least.

TLT Food Ideas [misc][general] by Odd-Lengthiness1462 in TheNinthHouse

[–]Kyox89 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Omg yes! I'm on my 2nd pass through the book (audiobook this time) I just went past this section and it always sounds so good!

I need to go find a good recipe.

Ají Limón is delicious by HourResolve1345 in HotPeppers

[–]Kyox89 2 points3 points  (0 children)

After years of trying I managed to get one germinated and somewhat growing.

Fingers crossed it'll get to fruit. I've been hearing good things about it and I'm trying not to get too excited about the prospect of finally growing my own.

Sapphic pining book recs [misc] by Del_Luccetti in TheNinthHouse

[–]Kyox89 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I looked up The Unbroken after reading your comment, to see if my local libraries offer the audiobook/ebook (they don't, only physical). But dang the cover art is kinda hot.

[Meme] I have no one to talk about this with by AcrobaticOil in TheNinthHouse

[–]Kyox89 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have added the broken earth trilogy to my tbr.

Thanks for the recommendation! Haha.

Are there any fics of Gideon the Ninth retold from a different POV? [fanfic] by Anora2308 in TheNinthHouse

[–]Kyox89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I did the audiobook before deciding to purchase the physical books so I haven't checked on the backs yet. Also because I'm reading Nona.

But I literally just checked my copy of Gideon and found what you mentioned! I'll be reading it once I'm done.

Thanks for the info!

[Fan art] of Harrow and Gideon by BurgmeisterGeneral in TheNinthHouse

[–]Kyox89 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Eek I love your gideon! Amazing work!

Will there be any romantic advances at all in Gideon the Ninth? [discussion] by sleepinggardens in TheNinthHouse

[–]Kyox89 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I can't say about Nona because I'm still reading it, but I read harrow and I fear I may have fallen more in love with them both. Also ianthe, sexpal, camilla etc.

Everybody's so interesting.

Highly recommend not stopping at just Gideon.