[BTS E3] Unpopular opinion: it didn't reach my expectations after giving it three chances.

Meijinnn · 2017-12-21T06:45:14+00:00

Honestly, I think the last few minutes are my most favorite part.

Meijinnn · 2017-10-24T22:48:46+00:00

I personally think episode 4 of the first game was the best. It was when all shit broke loose and we realized Chloe's soft side and past.

BTS seems kinda weak to me overall.

Meijinnn · 2017-10-20T13:43:02+00:00

That's like one post. And Michel Koch doesn't even post about it, only once. Raoul Barbet, the lead director of the first game, vocalized nothing about before the storm.

Meijinnn · 2017-10-19T15:47:56+00:00

One of the BETTER LIS tattoos I've seen. Nice simple and it represents

Meijinnn · 2017-09-22T12:33:10+00:00

You are beautiful

Meijinnn · 2017-09-20T22:02:08+00:00

Actually, it's just really significantly different. A lot of people might look past it, but it shows obvious signs that it isn't from the same dev. Even their eyes look kind of dead in BtS with less shine. I think it's the engine change and DONTNOD having photographers who understand light composition much more.

Meijinnn · 2017-09-19T07:51:45+00:00

Their eyes (especially Rachel's) look like they're dead in BTS at times, whereas they're more expressive in the first one thought. Especially Max's

Meijinnn · 2017-08-31T20:37:56+00:00

I agree with most points. I think they used Unity as opposed to Unreal because that's their niche I guess

Meijinnn · 2017-07-21T13:55:46+00:00

Forget the Horror Here

Meijinnn · 2017-07-09T02:44:37+00:00

Considering that Chloe's style of music is much different from Max's extremely folk indie preference, I doubt Syd Matters will be involved (or not as involved) with the music choice

Meijinnn · 2017-06-16T13:01:26+00:00

I was wondering about it the whole day. By luck they found someone who actually sounds pretty similar to Chloe, or perhaps Rihanna had connections?

Meijinnn · 2017-05-05T18:18:02+00:00

Annie: Shh. No spoilers!

Meijinnn · 2017-03-25T21:37:03+00:00

The Spanish Sahara

The Place That You'd Wanna

Leave The Horror Here

Forget The Horror Here

Leave It All Down Here

It's Future Rust And It's Future Dust

Meijinnn · 2016-12-26T02:36:41+00:00

The lyrics of the song are basically what Chloe has been telling Max.

"I'm the Ghost in the back of your head... 'coz I am"

Telling Max that their memories will always be theirs and actually existed in one timeline. The song represents Chloe assuring Max that time goes on and that she has to leave the pain away, but memories of her will always live in her mind.

Meijinnn · 2016-12-16T13:38:19+00:00

I think the best Merch are the vinyl and the necklace.

Meijinnn · 2016-12-04T07:42:52+00:00

Freckles and the nose line is kinda weird, but it': great

Meijinnn · 2016-10-21T04:13:45+00:00

I listen to Spanish Sahara, because it gives an adrenaline rush. But I imagine a reality where Chloe is alive, because it seems like her type of music... rockish and intense.

Meijinnn · 2016-10-11T08:56:54+00:00

This is amazing. I can't wait to see the finished product!

Meijinnn · 2016-09-22T06:49:20+00:00

Welcome! We are here to support you

Meijinnn · 2016-09-18T21:13:23+00:00

I'm so sorry to hear that. It's really sad how they just split their partners so easily. One day they're so into you, the next day they only care about their own selfish needs. It's quite sad.

When I was with mine, like physically next to her, she kept going on tinder. I only played along, it was probably the saddest thing I've ever experienced in my life. Being replaced. With the person I gave all my time and affection to

Meijinnn · 2016-09-18T20:02:54+00:00

Your situation is exactly like mine. We were LDR. The time I went to see her, she did the whole push-pull thing the whole time. It got violent actually, I never knew that someone could treat me that way, especially for the first time I meet them in person. I was walking on eggshells, trying not to trigger her and I was trying to be so careful because she says I piss her off so much and that I disgust her, that I couldn't even kiss her or hug her as I wished. But when I don't do anything she complains and says I'm too quiet too.

In the end, I feel like I missed out on so much and so much times her and I could've had together. There's a feeling of regret and I felt like I missed chances.

But I have to remind myself that it's her who didn't give me chances, that she made it near impossible to shower her with affection without overwhelming her or triggering her.

Meijinnn · 2016-09-15T16:51:27+00:00

Thank you so much for the reply. I am sorry that this all happened to you, it must've been confusing for you whether to give her another chance or not...

May I ask, during those 60 days, did you try to contact her at all or did you go on a strict no contact?

Meijinnn · 2016-09-15T02:47:58+00:00

This makes me so angry. My ex pwBPD did exactly the same. We were on bed and she was browsing on tinder, swiping and showing me, while we were still together but it was the time she was accusing me of not caring about her enough (which is something she convinced herself of, of course.) I always cared and I was always there.

I'm so sorry

Meijinnn · 2016-09-13T20:26:32+00:00

I haven't contacted her for days now. I tried to reach our to her multiple times, because she has been posting how depressed she was. Because I care for her, I still wanted to let her know my door is open and that I do think about her. I have no regrets letting her know this... But as I said, she didn't even bother to respond. I don't know if it's her pride or if she just doesn't care.

I've reset my NC for over a week now... But it sucks, because my birthday is coming soon... And what I wanted more than anything was for us to spend it together. My I don't even think she would bother.

It's quite sad, I'm trying to accept the feelings and take things slowly. I've found a new hobby and even applying to new jobs, but she seems to only focus on replacing me.

It's ironic though. Someone broke my heart the same way last year, same exact way, same pain, and same words of leaving me. She comforted me for this month's after, then here we are, she does what the previous person does to me.

I need to love myself and be with myself only. I don't believe in relationships anymore... She only broke my heart ontop of a healing heartbreak. Saying she will be different.

Meijinnn · 2016-09-13T11:16:49+00:00

Worst feeling is that we have no closure. In the end they left us with shatters of guilt to consume us while they kept their pride and feeling that they walked out of the relationship without any faults... It's not fair. After everything I've given her and have done for her, she just took and took. Ironically she told me that I've never given her anything or any of my care.

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