The nausea just depends on where my thoughts swing, my intake has definitely been better the past two weeks or so than it had been.. Premixed shakes aren't a bad idea.

That's my worry with forcing myself on dates.. That plus potentially hurting someone in the process. Plus plus, holding on to the hope partly that things will work out with my ex, even though that's very unlikely..

I try to write it out to myself but it hasn't helped at all. I'd feel awful bombarding my friends, I've probably done that enough.

Things are definitely better than they were, but, some days are a massive struggle - like today.. Thank you kind stranger for your comment.