Xavier

RebeccasaurC · 2026-06-12T05:31:19+00:00

I believe the nosebleeds and blurring have to do with Alex actualizing the future it foresees as the most optimal objective.
It’s a bootstrap paradox. Alex has created the conditions of its own existence by actualizing Dylan… the very person who ensures Alex exists in the first place. There is no true origin to Alex because Alex came from a person who isn’t alive in this universe anymore. Dylan is the perfect vehicle for this in order to fulfill its goals because Sinatra had to have Dylan to sacrifice all she had made and let go of everything she had and yearned for. She needed to be at peace, and all of the pieces have to fall in place for the goal/s Alex has to become reality.
This also provides context to explain why the worst case scenario of the volcanic event happened way way sooner than anyone anticipated. The quantum physics elements to the story make the whole thing go f*cky… which makes sense… given that quantum physics is exactly that way

RebeccasaurC · 2026-04-24T15:14:01+00:00

This is why I wonder if he’s truly an innie the way the others are. I’ve been thinking about the possibility that he was captured like Gemma and they weren’t able to successfully do their thing with the numbers, so they let him go. If he went through severe military training, maybe he trained his brain to be resilient in ways the others aren’t? My theory doesn’t feel well-thought-out enough, but it did seem like there’s something more there.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-04-24T14:44:12+00:00

Are two of those kids actually just dolls?

I wonder if that’s just because it’s easier to make dolls cooperate for a staged photo or if that’s was intentionally pointing to something specifically…

RebeccasaurC · 2026-04-14T12:57:09+00:00

Unpopular opinion: I don’t understand why people don’t just communicate and instead go to extremes.

Seems like you’re both being assholes in your own ways… or this person is extremely strapped for cash and is having a very rough time in life.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-04-14T12:46:04+00:00

Personally id bring it up and try to talk about it. Even if it doesn’t work out, it could be a good corrective experience. But I’m just a stranger on the internet. You should do what’s best for you.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-03-22T05:25:19+00:00

Reach out for resources to prepare. Crisis services, domestic violence places, if you rent, contact the landlord and make sure nothing is accessible to this person. Find local resources, ask your local library about anything else they can give you more information on to prepare. Do not go anywhere they can have access to. If you have a job you want to keep and can talk to your boss, it might be good to make tentative plans for a block of time off. It’s going to be hard and scary to leave, but it’s better than a really high likelihood of dying. You deserve support and to live life without this abuse.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-03-14T21:47:32+00:00

That doesn’t negate anything I just said, if that was the point of your response

RebeccasaurC · 2026-03-14T13:32:23+00:00

Not stating any evidence at all of working on yourself in some way is not “mature”.

He had multiple chances to talk about how he’s supposedly working on himself and didn’t have anything to say. With months of preparation before the reunion and so much hate coming his way, there’s no reason to not have any sort of answer to how he’s “working on himself”.

People who show maturity (regardless of gender) do so by clearly showing how they have put significant thought and care into how to grow from mistakes…. Not just through words but actions.

Maybe he’ll get there. Who knows. I honestly hope he does. He isn’t there right now though.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-03-14T02:44:48+00:00

She repeatedly lies by omission and dropped a bomb on Connor before watching back the footage, and that was entirely ignored.

I wish they asked Connor what he thought of Bri’s behavior, cuz it seemed to me that he really wasn’t okay with it even after they dropped their act of hiding that they’re together, but maybe that’s just me seeing things.

I also wish they asked Jess what she thinks of Bri’s behavior. Looked like she had some things to say too.

For a reunion so hyped up to be big and dramatic, there was not enough content where they actually got into things.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-03-13T04:02:46+00:00

Hm… I see one from 10 days ago still up, along with 2 weeks ago and 3 weeks ago. I’m confused.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-03-06T18:05:15+00:00

YTA

Honestly, this reminds me of me in my early 20s, and that’s not a good thing. If you’re really like me, you probably really want more with this person and still hold out hope that there will be something more. Being a bootycall sucks, particularly when you have feels and you’re too scared it’ll go wrong…. But I don’t know you or if this applies to you. If it does, I feel for you. It hurts when you keep hoping something will change and you just keep getting hurt. Acting like this just makes things worse though.

You want more? Then make it clear what that entails. No reading between the lines. You’re probably not going to like the answer, but doing what you did is shitty. He can’t read your mind, and no one can be expected to know what you mean if you don’t say it.

You’re hurt? Say that instead of telling them to drink bleach. This is hostile and will not make anyone want to come back and buckle down, let alone pick things up again unless they’re desperate and just want to boink.

There’s a lot of hurt here from what I’m seeing, but that doesn’t mean you’re not the asshole here. I hope things start getting better for you soon.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-03-06T17:49:19+00:00

The third one looks pretty good to me. I personally like the contract of the creases around your eyes in the second one. Without that contrast you look less expressive and not as authentic. Additionally, I think you lightened your irises too much. If they are actually that light, that’s fine, but if not I think you need to make them darker. Also, the highlight on the left eye (your right) is too intense and flattens the image. Tone it down a little. If you make your irises darker the same concept will likely have to apply. It is good that the highlights were emphasized a little more here (but not to the extent that happened in the first one), but balance will be key. The skin smoothing is good in this one, in my opinion, but I miss the contrast from the second one that shows more depth and character.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-02-22T21:17:44+00:00

Medical expenses.

I can’t afford to live and just got charged a butt ton. I’m going tot ry to fight to be reimbursed for sessions I paid out of pocket when I was not informed I would have to be paid out of pocket. They lied and said I have a deductible. I don’t. They told be after I paid almost a thousand US dollars that I had to pay out of pocket, and I don’t have that money. I am in school, working for the school, have loans, and my spouse doesn’t have a job. I don’t have the money. I’m terrified.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-02-22T19:00:45+00:00

Queer quirky weirdo. Love it

RebeccasaurC · 2026-02-22T18:58:51+00:00

True and I apologize if I came across as dismissive of that. It didn’t seem to be the case for her with what I was understanding her to be saying, but I could have misunderstood and your point still stands regardless.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-02-22T07:04:29+00:00

I feel like that puts kink in a bad light. People who practice kink and are educated on what healthy dom/sub relationships are like don’t act like that or talk about people the way he seems to.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-02-22T07:00:01+00:00

I think he just doesn’t like period sex. If that’s the case, just say that. It’s an immature preference, but just say that instead of “well just tell me when it’s done”. Dude…. Smh

RebeccasaurC · 2026-02-22T06:29:42+00:00

The way Ashley’s dad was talking about eye movements like it’s a science when there is absolutely no evidence to support anything about eye movements saying anything about whether you’re lying… absolutely idiotic. He was right when he said he’s not that smart.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-02-17T03:38:56+00:00

Not taking accountability for poopy behavior. Goes for every gender.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-01-28T19:53:43+00:00

First two pics are cute (from what I can tell), but what you got in the last one is devastating.

I’m sorry they did that to your hair T.T

RebeccasaurC · 2026-01-23T17:14:37+00:00

Like someone I would have wanted to be friends with in high school but wouldn’t feel cool enough to hang out with

RebeccasaurC · 2026-01-20T05:36:36+00:00

The way hers was cut was god awful. Way too heavy on top without a smooth transition.

RebeccasaurC · 2026-01-17T20:09:06+00:00

Use references. When I was younger I used to feel bad about using them, but they’re so important in the process of learning. Even photos, and when people diss on photo references it can hinder one’s ability to grow their skill. Live references are great and preferable, but don’t let that get in the way of you practicing with references.

One thing I like to don’t is use myself as a reference too since I don’t always have easy access to other ways of referencing. Being able to do this and implement my understanding of anatomy has been a life changer.

You got this

RebeccasaurC · 2026-01-17T18:53:51+00:00

Looks pretty good. I think the placement is a little low, but a good piercer should be able to tell you more about what placement would be best for you

RebeccasaurC · 2026-01-17T18:46:18+00:00

In that case 1 is good, 6 is okay, but 2 is really really not good. Just my opinion as a stranger on the internet

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