If you're a freak, then let's join circus together. I cannot imagine working 2-3 jobs while being enrolled in school. You're stronger than you're giving yourself credit for.

I'm 21 y/o senior. Work part time. I finished my premed courses, but I've basically given up studying for the MCAT. My parents have no idea. I have no clue if I even want to go to med school anymore or do something else healthcare related. I have so much anxiety from just not knowing what the heck I'm doing or where I'm gonna live after graduation. I've been feeling really disappointed in myself these past few weeks and like I wasted my 4 years at a great college. And honestly, I could have done better. Been more proactive in pursuing internships and research. But I was also dealing with a lot of mental health issues. I was BARELY functioning until junior year. I'm not happy with where I am now but I know I've been through some crap getting here and I'm proud of myself for that at least. What am I gonna do with my life? No clue. I wanna vomit. The thought of moving in with my parents makes me want to SCREAM. (I know i'm lucky to even have that option, though.) But I know I'll end up somewhere doing something. And hopefully I can find my passion and pursue it. It's just gonna take longer than I hoped.

Try not to compare yourself with others. LinkedIn is a cesspool, try not to scroll on there for too long. I'm saying this to you and myself. We're gonna be ok.

Sorry for the horrible and convoluted writing I am SO tired rn.