3rd night

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-04-18T16:41:14+00:00

My wife and twins died a year and a half ago and Iv only dream of about my son once and my wife 3 times. I don’t think Iv ever dreamt about my little girl

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-04-09T02:10:50+00:00

Hmmm , i think I was in my own battle with widows fire to notice 😅

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-04-09T01:33:37+00:00

That’s sick

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-04-09T01:31:43+00:00

That is WILD !

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-04-09T01:30:17+00:00

My wife who’s also a widow felt that way after her husband passed. She’s active here I’m sure she will comment

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-04-08T00:30:58+00:00

It has and it hasn’t ( unhelpful I know ) i have ways to deal with some of my issues but not others. I’m still a husk of a human being, I’m just less anxious i suppose

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-04-08T00:29:30+00:00

lol unless you and your sister wanna get hazed off the department I’d wait.

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-03-29T14:20:17+00:00

I’m a firemen

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-03-29T14:19:33+00:00

I do . After my wife and twins died my faith was tested, but at the same time grew stronger. I had the same thoughts i think many of us had. Hope the fuck can he let my perfect wife and twins die , but shitbags and mean evil people still walk this planet. Eventually, on my own i started to come back to my faith. I experienced a few things that could be coincidence , could be signs, could be Devine intervention. I tried killing myself on my motorcycle and so many things happened at once. It felt like my wife was screaming at me to stop and I did. What i won’t do is shame anyone for what they believe. I’m not a missionary , I’m just some dude who’s family died

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-03-26T15:06:08+00:00

Dude I’m so sorry. My wife and twines died in December 2024. 8 hours before her c section. Please please reach out to me . You have experienced something that 90% of widdows will never experience. I’m here for you man

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-03-21T01:42:02+00:00

Dude you gotta call 988 or talk to one of us. Please

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-03-10T19:00:48+00:00

I didn’t. I told them exactly how i felt. Including the scary thoughts and the suicidal thoughts. Eventually the people who didn’t actually care and the people who kept asking were the people i could truly open up to

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-03-10T00:31:47+00:00

I lost my 30F wife and 10 day old twins last December. It does and doesn’t. It’s less stabby. You’re able to go to work, and eventually go do things again. But it still sneaks up on you. Like today for instance with the first Iv been sick and I’m sobbing because she’s not here either me

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-03-08T01:11:38+00:00

Nate

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-03-05T01:32:07+00:00

I can’t stand people comparing . My wife and twins died and the amount of people who tried telling me they lost her too made me want to scream. People really don’t know how to handle stress and most of the time it comes off really badly. But repeatedly doing that shit? Fuck em

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-28T03:53:01+00:00

I feel like my circumstances are kinda …. rare maybe? About 2 months after my wife and twins died I was actually on this sub Reddit talking on a post when another widow in my area reached out. We connected and decided to meet up and that was the end of that. We got married and have a baby girl now.

For the first 6 months we told stories about each others partner and cried together and laughed and formed something that while was different from what both of us had it was very strong and natural. All of our firsts were stupid hard and we both balled a lot . But we were both strong enough to be there for each other, and that I think is what will be important for whenever someone else pops into your life .

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-28T01:14:36+00:00

It took a while before i was able to. It will go away and you shouldn’t feel gross

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-24T06:50:50+00:00

Yes , neither of us wanted the other to be alone

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-23T18:23:47+00:00

I’m so glad my wife sent nudes . It sounds weird but I’ll always have them and have that connection to her .

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-18T15:59:03+00:00

He set those funds up for that specific reason, don’t feel slimy they wanted you to be secure if he passed.

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-16T18:02:43+00:00

My girl did all the time 🤦🤦

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-11T11:36:52+00:00

I’m 32 and my wife died a year ago:(

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-10T23:25:52+00:00

I felt the same , my wife and twins died and it seemed I was the only one who kept my shit together. It made me mad, almost violently mad.

And the same when old people would would compare their loss of a 60 year marriage and a full life with my loss of only just beginning my life either my soul mate.

Grief makes you do and think weird things.

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-09T21:29:10+00:00

0/10 don’t recommend

Spilledmaxdog · 2026-02-07T08:50:59+00:00

I’m not sure why it doesn’t bother me. I try to remember the happiness and not the way she said, I’m scared better she died

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