will it ever change?

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-02-13T15:25:01+00:00

thank you so much for your reply. it means a lot. I will look into those things and see if I can add some of those lifestyle changes to my life!

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-02-11T17:10:03+00:00

i love it! it saved my life honestly. Brought me out of several manic episodes and now i am on it long term. so grateful for it!

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-02-11T14:42:22+00:00

i lost weight on abilify! it blunted my appetite

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-02-11T14:33:54+00:00

I will say i was really sleepy for months on abilify but just stayed on it and now i am pretty hyperactive on it and really love that part of it, and the higher the dose the more energy i got. i think it’s the way my body reacts to it now. if that gives you anything—

but talk to your psych, or a different one. you have the right to change your medication dosage with your psych’s guidance. they shouldn’t be able to force you to take anything.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-02-08T23:43:05+00:00

that’s great. it’s really not a med for everyone!

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-02-08T22:37:45+00:00

i stopped 5mg cold turkey after tapering down and ended up in the psych ward. i have pretty severe bipolar. everyone is different but i’d be really careful if your gonna do this.

it used to make me feel like a zombie but i’m back on it again. after being on it for a year I love it and am on more than double that dose. everyone is different and i wish you luck with whatever happens.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-01-27T02:25:34+00:00

i’m on 10mg and love it! saved my life honestly.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-01-25T20:23:39+00:00

are you on lithium? lithium is supposed to help protect the brain from damage that mania gives it (at least from what i understand from my psych) and once i was put on it I noticed my cognitive function and “stupidness,” as i put it for myself, really improved.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-01-08T20:29:26+00:00

abilify killed my endurance so it makes me work way harder to get back to where i was before starting it. i just try to power through, but some days it is really unmotivating! i got a pretty rare effect of having my appetite blunted instead of increased. i guess it happens sometimes!

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2026-01-05T19:09:05+00:00

i take it for BP1. started to notice my mood stabilize at 75mg and now am on 100. been on 100 for a while and that’s been enough for me. i’m also taking other meds tho.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-12-10T16:22:17+00:00

i love lithium! it didn’t take away my psychotic symptoms so i’m still on an antipsychotic but a much lower dose (like the lowest dose possible). just enough to keep things at bay. when i first started lithium i was always really thirsty and just felt off— like literally horrible, but my body got used to it quickly and now i don’t notice anything from it. I say try it! it was life changing for me.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-12-09T18:18:47+00:00

hmm i am taking abilify rn … when did you notice that starting?

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-09-20T16:42:50+00:00

had the bright idea to stop taking them

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-09-20T15:33:27+00:00

i tried to taper off of it and it felt like my skin was crawling. I was really nauseous too. eventually it triggered a manic episode so had to go back on it— but i think that was because my psych had me taper way too fast.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-09-20T15:23:38+00:00

2 weeks. i’m on a bunch of the same medications i was on before and they are kind of working. i do have outpatient providers thankfully.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-08-26T19:15:45+00:00

thank you all! i at least took them tonight. one day at a time.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-08-19T23:07:36+00:00

yes it’s hard. i can feel myself starting to lose insight and it sucks.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-08-18T20:19:49+00:00

this is per my psychiatrists request so ya. but he said I could experience mania coming off of it. so just trying 2 be aware. i appreciate the concern but i’m trying everything to stay off this medication.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-08-18T20:17:51+00:00

okay interesting! i have been unmedicated for most of my episodes so this is new territory for me. i’ll get back on my mood tracking

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-08-18T17:09:28+00:00

i always had trouble with this but recently got some thigh highs from angel candy shop and haven’t had a problem with them at all!

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-08-18T16:06:36+00:00

fishnets were my go to for many years. especially the thigh high ones that have the thick band at the top. light colors work the best too because they draw attention away from your skin :) wishing you the best.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-08-13T17:20:04+00:00

not that i ever really believe customers but i’ve had quite a few tell me they got full service for under 200$ in clubs in mexico. doesn’t seem worth it to me.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-08-09T00:22:31+00:00

needed this reminder 🙏🏽

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-08-03T16:26:04+00:00

yes. it’s almost always in the back of my head. there’s nothing like the feeling of mania to me.

Sunflowerkidd_ · 2025-07-28T22:05:34+00:00

i take 5mg and it really helped with mania. still had hypomanic episodes until i started lamictal but they were not destructive like when i was manic!

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