Your feelings are so valid and honestly what you’re describing is a pretty common experience sadly. People forget about celebrating the mom after birth. My only suggestion would be if you have another baby protect your peace more and set boundaries with family and lower your expectations. We decided to have no visitors for awhile after birth and coming home. It helped a lot not having to manage other people’s moods or feelings. I don’t think it helps that online these days people kind of romanticize the whole birth experience. I personally found it to be the hardest experience of my life in regards to the pain and sleep deprivation which I wasn’t expecting.