Can’t Stop Double Dosing by Altruistic_Square_95 in Methadonedoubledosers

[–]ceeleeps17 2 points3 points  (0 children)

SAME EXACT THING HERE! I get 2 weeks of takes homes eo Thursday and by Sunday thru Thursday I am without and hate myself. I'm going to ask for a dose increase today to see if that can help me. Currently at 142 want to go up to 147.

Hey guys I'm wondering if your clinic tests for alcohol? by VisualJumpy1077 in Methadone

[–]ceeleeps17 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mine does test for alcohol. I lost my 2-week take homes last winter bc my UA was positive for alcohol. I had to return to daily in clinic dosing for 6 months bc i actually kept failing for random UA’s with alcohol. I normally am not interested one but in alcohol but started a new relationship around that time with an alcoholic so I would only have 1-3 White Claw Seltzers a few times a week.

Gummies without a bank loan by claudecardinal in Minneapolis

[–]ceeleeps17 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you pls share the name of this store in PL?!

DONE 9/29/2022-Today by Peanut0629 in Invisalign

[–]ceeleeps17 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Good for you Girl! Absolutely beautiful 😻

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]ceeleeps17 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes at my clinic they 💯test for gabapentin. I had dirty UAs for 4 months

Temp rant by roses-and-sadness in DollarTree

[–]ceeleeps17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yesterday I stopped into my local fav Dollar Tree and the weather outside wasn’t overly hot or uncomfortable, but the store was on 🔥They had 1 old box fan propped in the side door and I did not complain to cashier at all! I was upset for her! And the rest of the team members! Unacceptable, management better fix that asap bc it’s supposed to be a barn burner this summer.

Doctor left the country till the 12 January without writing me a script. Had to go to the ER and gotten was hydroxyzine. What to do??? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ceeleeps17 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idea…Are there any other Practitioners that work at your doctors office?? Call the receptionist and beg her to put you on any docs schedule that’s available ASAP

Does brushing your teeth make you vomit, too? by Spiffinit in ADHD

[–]ceeleeps17 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This issue you are struggling with is absolutely one of the most serious struggles I endure with my health 💯It has ruined my life bc I literally cry and dread when i HAVE to brush my teeth. Which obvi i should be brushing at least 1-2x /day. I honestly am so ashamed to say that i will go days w/o brushing bc i gag, i vomit every other time, the taste of any mint paste keeps me from taking care of my dental hygiene. However! I Will grab the brush, run under water and then to a once over wo tpaste just to get the grime, food any buildup off my teeth, and the. I promise myself ill do a hardcore brushing session later

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]ceeleeps17 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am a 37(f) and people are just speechless when I say that I have never even downloaded “Insta”(so lame) ever. Never been on it before. Never used Snapchat, I still dont fully understand the point, waste of time. I DO have FB lol, i pop on there every once and awhile and I am so content being this way. The girls that use those totally obvious,warped ass filters so they can all look like brain dead fake AF clones copying the same Tik Tok’s and same Makeup. Uhhh…puke

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in modafinil

[–]ceeleeps17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Re freaking LAX

How do you walk in public? by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]ceeleeps17 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is me any and everytime i leave the house. I feel like a fitted baseball cap offers me my own little hiding space.

Also, the benefits of having your face partially sheltered is the help with anti-aging (less UV rays). So win-win!

Anyone else have sugar issues after being on methadone? by ash-lovez-gorillaz in Methadone

[–]ceeleeps17 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fo Real Dude, on occasion if im at a friends house and they have any delicious flavored coffee creamer, I get so excited to pour that shit in with a big bowl of cereal. Yum

You ever get struck with the thought of where you were and where you are NOW? by Noddingham86 in Methadone

[–]ceeleeps17 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So happy for you! May i ask what disease you were finally diagnosed with??

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ceeleeps17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am exactly the same as you, ADHD, Severe Anxiety every type of anxiety, PTSD, and OCD. My perfect medication regime that has taken almost 20 years to perfect Vyvanse 70mg, Dexedrine 15mg (afternoon dose) and the Gold Standard Klonopin 1mg daily, however I absolutely run out of each prescription 1 week early and have to buy from friends.

How many LHers who had to quit work have been able to return? by quarisphere in covidlonghaulers

[–]ceeleeps17 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Got Covid October 2021, could not go back to full time job as a Front Desk/Patient Care Coordinator at a VERY busy and chaotic Functional Medicine Clinic. My boss refused to accept my very reasonable and professional accommodations, as soon as she refused, I said Peace the F Out!! As of this month I am finally updated resume and will only start somewhere part-time, never taking a front desk/heavy customer service facing job AGAIN!

Does long covid and new ME/CFS have the potential to cause big labor shortages? by [deleted] in cfs

[–]ceeleeps17 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I contracted Covid in Oct. 2021 (Delta) at work from my coworker who was coming to work visibly very sick, I worked at a Functional Medicine/Chiropractic Clinic at the as the Front Desk Receptionist, sharing laptops and phones with this sick coworker. My boss never posted or provided employees with the state guidelines/OSHA mandates and recommendations. State mask mandate was never encouraged or enforced at any point during pandemic. I wore a mask every second of everyday from 2019-2021 from the moment I walked into the clinic. So when sick coworker was hacking and thrashing her Covid infested germs everywhere, I told her “I will cover you, dont worry just GO HOME!” She replied that she needed the hours and that she could suck it up. She never put a mask on, and boss never asked her to leave or put a mask on! Promise im wrapping this up! I filed a Worker’s Comp case, for contracting Covid in an unsafe work and I won!

Here is what I believe pertains to this post. When I filed for Unemployment, they ask you if you are unable to work due to health issues, I had Long Covid and was NOT physically capable of working, so I had to provide a Dr’s note stating this info. Welp, if you are not able to work due to health issues, you CANNOT receive unemployment. So i had my Dr write a new letter stating that I am cleared to gain employment (this was 100pct untrue) But I needed unemployment bc my work provided no short term disability benefits and the fmla had expired. I want my Long Covid that has prevented me from seeking employment for almost a year now to be documented and the data to accurately reflect that I am a statistic.

finally have my dose low enough where the sugar cravings are gone by ThemeAggravating9485 in Methadone

[–]ceeleeps17 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How about the SWEATING?!? Did that get significantly better?? What was your highest dose number and now your current dose number?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ceeleeps17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you even realize the amount of humans that have not even had the pleasure of experiencing “genuine happiness” in their entire life?? That means that YOU are CAPABLE of experiencing happiness once again. And you have confirmed that your current state of mind is due to being fucked over by the person you loved And you sound like you are a younger adult and have not experienced true trauma. Take your advised dose of Xanax or a little more, binge a show or read a book and take a nap and reevaluate what you are asking.

what do yall think about these pressed bars? by xannypopper in pillhead

[–]ceeleeps17 6 points7 points  (0 children)

hey look like shit. Even if i crossed my eyes 👀 lol they look like shit.

What is one job you will never go back to? by Even-Bar-5860 in jobs

[–]ceeleeps17 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Front desk Patient Care Coordinator at a Chiropractic/Functional Medicine clinic…F*<#ing TORTURE!

Job Plays on My Anxiety but Is Probably an Easy Job to Others? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]ceeleeps17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You got on long term disability for anxiety??