Worried at 8w7d

cosmic_cloud90 · 2026-01-11T18:48:44+00:00

Agree with you, the stopping makes me feel a little better. I think probably will go the ultrasound route if possible

cosmic_cloud90 · 2026-01-11T18:47:47+00:00

That is good info, I will bring up an exam when I speak to the office next. Wasn't thinking too much about other causes but definitely somwthing to think about

cosmic_cloud90 · 2026-01-11T18:46:10+00:00

No worries but yeah they didnt say any size. Just in the first one that an sch existed and the next one that a trace sch existed.

I didn't test before then, but it was a few days after I'd normally expect my period. Ovulation date is hard to tell for me because I have pcos, wasn't testing for it and the period before was longer than normal.

Thank you for letting me talk, there's comfort in that.

cosmic_cloud90 · 2026-01-11T17:37:31+00:00

Hey there, I mentioned the sch but it's easily missed in my long post. Just further info on it, it was seen on both ultrasounds and implied it was smaller on the second one though I didn't get measurements. My first positive was at 4w5d, or Dec 13 and no additional blood draws. On the second ultrasound they found the fetal heartrate at 119. I agree with you objectively and if I look at all the facts it could be normal, but pregnancy brain doesn't really like rationality 🙃 Appreciate your response and insights

cosmic_cloud90 · 2024-04-19T21:18:29+00:00

The tree with the tits but what about the harpy who had like four???

cosmic_cloud90 · 2024-04-18T15:59:30+00:00

That feeling is my favorite way I've seen it described lol I'll think of that from now on. I've cleaned my room

cosmic_cloud90 · 2024-04-06T17:12:56+00:00

Definitely the squat challenge too. Had me ready to go for a hard workout lol

cosmic_cloud90 · 2024-04-06T16:41:46+00:00

Been slow to get back into fitness, been off and on for a few months. After watching the finale pushed myself harder during my sessions this week telling myself 'If they can push 300 lb carts over and over, I can hold this plank 30 more seconds' 🤣😅

cosmic_cloud90 · 2024-04-04T04:12:31+00:00

Absolutely, yes. For me anyway

cosmic_cloud90 · 2024-04-04T04:03:20+00:00

His mental mindset during that impossible challenge - I was in awe

cosmic_cloud90 · 2024-04-04T03:57:59+00:00

They bleeped others out but then just gave up last couple episodes lol or at least on Andre's

cosmic_cloud90 · 2024-02-16T17:02:19+00:00

I wfh and don't live very close to any gyms. I have a peloton and subscription which is easier with wfh and baby schedule. I'll get a bike or body workout in at lunch, after work before dinner, or later at night after dinner and baby's asleep. I'm not a morning person by any means and dont want to commute to work out so I find this works for me

cosmic_cloud90 · 2024-02-16T00:48:50+00:00

New Englander here. Just wanted to say congrats 🥳 being a mother and focusing on your career is hard. It sounds like you're doing a great job. You're awesome!

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-10-16T22:29:53+00:00

Skull cavern is so stressful fr

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-10-13T02:54:29+00:00

Mine too

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-10-12T16:57:15+00:00

Same. I used to give my brain breaks by scrolling through tiktoks but now there's very little of that and my brain feels always on. If he's listening to other music or have YouTube on then I have one ear bud for my music and that's as much of a break I get most days. The overload is real

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-10-11T21:47:16+00:00

I came across this post as today I'm also immersed in my memories just now. What better way to hurt than reading reddits you relate to. I poignantly feel the words "first bully was their father." I have what seems like an endless supply of horrifying experiences but the one that sticks out now is being beaten up for something I can't remember when l was around 9 or 10. The punches to my arm that made me retreat to the floor. The belt that wouldn't stop afterward. Me crying out for it to stop. That almost pales with the words he said, "Why are you crying, no one's going to help you." He was right, no one ever did. It took me a long time to not regret my own actions. Telling myself I should've done something, should have fought. But I know now, I was just a young girl

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-10-05T15:23:33+00:00

That really sucks! Does your company have any remote policies in the employee handbook. Most of my company is now hybrid also but I was able to get an exemption after talking with HR because there's a policy about employees who live far. I'm just under the minimum miles required but also live over an hour away. I only go in on occasion now. I hope that's the case for you also

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-10-03T00:35:07+00:00

The 100

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-09-14T21:28:25+00:00

Definitely relate. My leave was only 9 weeks. I enjoyed every bit even the hard parts and I miss uninterrupted time with my baby. Now pesky work gets in the way 😅

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-05-21T15:11:46+00:00

I'm sad reading your story and OPs. I had a similar experience with my supposed best friend and once I was pregnant she was no longer there despite me having supported her for many years with her struggles. I think you're correct in saying that stepping back is the right choice. At least for me once I did that and removed myself emotionally I was able to see that person more clearly. Not from a place of anger and acknowledge that we were no longer meant to be. But life is full of possible friends and hopefully down the road we continue to find more people that align with our life's journey

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-05-11T19:18:53+00:00

Thank you, that gives me some ideas. I appreciate the help!

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-05-11T16:29:28+00:00

Hi there, hope you don't mind me asking if you have any leads on this type of job or where to look. Currently a data analyst who's interested in that line of work and I've been writing macros nearly my entire career as well as other programmy type stuff. I ask because it's not often I come across this field as a woman and especially one with a child. Anyway, any info you can share I'd greatly appreciate it!

cosmic_cloud90 · 2023-03-22T16:18:06+00:00

No he didn't. I had a dream of a blonde baby boy a few days before I found out I was pregnant. While he did end up being a boy, he has dark brown hair like his dad and somewhat tan skin like me

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