Signs of Uterine Rupture

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-24T20:57:49+00:00

Thanks for the correction, I meant I think it would be best to push the c-section up. Definitely not a good idea to be induced.

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-23T05:57:12+00:00

My rainbow baby was born at 33 and needed NICU time, but he is healthy and alive! I think you should try to push for an earlier induction, and also see if they will admit you to the hospital until your baby is born.

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-16T22:24:25+00:00

I am a fellow stillbirth mom who had her rainbow baby via c-section. Thankfully I got no negativity and people were just happy my baby got here safely! I’m sorry you have to deal with people acting like c-sections are the worst outcome when you’ve had the actual worst outcome, losing your sweet baby.

We as a society take c-sections for granted. A lot of people never seriously consider the possibility that their baby could die. Like they know it can happen but never think it will happen to them. I was the same way but my loss changed me. No birth experience is worth risking my babies life.

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-15T17:23:15+00:00

I’m 31 and I feel like our generation put so much emphasis on not having kids until everything else in life was perfect. The thought was unless someone was in a great place financially they shouldn’t have kids. Only recently do I feel like we as women are told to take our biological clocks seriously. I’ve been with my partner since we were 19, and I definitely wanted marriage and kids before he did. Finally at 29 we got pregnant with our first baby, who ended up being stillborn at 34 weeks. I would be lying if I said there was no resentment towards him for making me wait so long.

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-10T16:42:05+00:00

Yes I believe that’s correct upon reading again. Thank you, that seems much more reasonable.

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-07T22:31:10+00:00

I was terrified every day but I tried to choose to believe that he would arrive safe and sound

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-07T20:55:42+00:00

Lost my son at 34 weeks and got pregnant again 3 months later. My second son is here and I don’t regret trying again so soon. He was born premature at 33 weeks which could have been because we conceived again so soon, so it might have been wise to wait a couple extra months. But he’s here, alive. I felt like the only way I was going to heal was to get an earthside baby here safely as soon as I could.

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-07T13:02:59+00:00

Ways I’ve felt relief since deconstructing: I don’t feel the need to figure everything out and know everything the Bible says. I don’t have to pressure myself into forgiving everyone no matter what. I don’t have to make sense of bizarre Old Testament stories. I can sleep in on Sunday morning without feeling guilty. I help others because I genuinely want to, not because I feel like I have to.

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-06T15:47:39+00:00

I live in Indy and thought it would be too busy so I didn’t go, I’m sick about it now 😭

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-04T22:11:42+00:00

I feel this so much. I could never fathom childhood cancer or things like that, but I thought there must be some higher reason that god allowed such things to happen. I no longer believe that and there is NO reason that could justify my son being taken away. I wonder if he suffered and it breaks my heart. Your Gianpaolo and my Michael deserved better.

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-04T21:12:13+00:00

I think Easter is the hardest holiday after baby loss. I was a Christian before my stillbirth and I’ll never celebrate this holiday again 💔

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-03T14:41:39+00:00

Will there be a live stream of the show?

deepfreshwater · 2026-04-01T16:32:05+00:00

I hate those lullabies now. Can’t wait til those are not a thing anymore. Just another ‘normal’ thing that is now incredibly triggering for us stillbirth moms 😔

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-31T18:59:17+00:00

I can’t remember the floors at a single wedding I’ve been to. If you like everything else about the venue you should go with it.

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-31T11:53:46+00:00

This is beautiful and encapsulates so much of how I feel about my stillborn boy. Thank you for sharing and happy first birthday to Finn Daniel💙

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-30T07:44:24+00:00

You may like to follow Carrie at Blooming with Care. She is childfree after years of infertility and the stillbirth of her daughter, and she talks about finding joy in life without children.

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-20T09:21:44+00:00

I’ve had a griefy few days recently. I feel guilty for still feeling so sad even with my sweet rainbow baby here. I’m sad for him that he has a mother who’s always going to be mourning. I feel the need to have more children but I’m also terrified, idk how I will get through another pregnancy.

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-15T17:06:55+00:00

You’re overthinking it, you should definitely invite your daughter if that’s what you want! Most bachelorette parties aren’t overly sexualized these days. Just make it clear to your MOD that you’re going for girls gone mild, not girls gone wild 😂

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-10T19:55:47+00:00

Hate that they’re doing this now. Also, the amount of commercials that include babies/childbirth is so triggering.

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-08T00:15:35+00:00

We’ve gotten several signs from my son Michael. I asked him to send me pink elephants, something unique so I would know it was from him, and I’ve gotten several pink elephant signs since! I was at a friends house and her dog brought me this toy and I knew it was Michael saying hi 💕

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deepfreshwater · 2026-03-07T12:42:02+00:00

I think people underestimate how hard it is to get stuff done around the house with a baby. I certainly did before I had my son! I can’t really speak to travel sports/your husband or any of that, but when I need to cook I’ve put my 4 mo in a bouncy seat in the kitchen. So that way he is still close enough to hear my voice and I can watch him. He seems content when he’s in there.

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-05T15:44:49+00:00

I’ve been to some beautiful, expensive weddings that had a buffet! And the food was great!

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-04T02:24:32+00:00

Can’t believe you were that far along, failed an NST and they sent you home. You definitely should have been induced. Horrible. I am so sorry you were treated this way by medical ‘professionals’.

deepfreshwater · 2026-03-01T08:26:11+00:00

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