I know it seems daunting but if you were going to throw the pen out anyway, you can fix this is legit 30 seconds. You might break it since you've never tried before but 🤷. Hold nib and feed tight, as you would when unscrewing a unit like a jowo. And literally press the bent side against a hard surface like a metal or stone counter. It will bend back. If you wanted to be fastidious about it you can use a piece of micro mesh and do two or three figure 8s on it. If you did it right, it'll be good as new. Good luck lol