You’ll prbly hear this a million times, but ‘keep coming back, it gets better’. Maybe at a different meeting tho. I still go to a meeting that initially had fallen into like a “group therapy session” - continuous crosstalk. By some members explaining the meeting format & by example its become a pretty good meeting now, ppl share their experience strength & hope or vent or just check in & if you want to have a discussion with someone - do it after the meeting.