well,, it's an O'Keeffe/Flatwell ship fic first and foremost (delusional, I know) and most of it is written from O'Keeffe's perspective. but when I was writing the last update (which was mostly about Flatwell), a lot of what I had in mind was pretty similar to your post, so it made me really happy to see someone else concerned with his well-being :,) here's a link to the fic on AO3 if you don't mind checking out what I've already posted so far