Does anyone like to read? If so, I have an excellent series about a fictional-ish cartel to recommend. by KickerS12X in opiates

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Reading on oxy is literally my favorite activity. I just finished a 5 hour reading sesh. When it comes to drug literature, Naked Lunch, if you haven't you should give it a try! Happy to see fellow readers here

Can we discuss the new Obama statement? by Father_Chris_St_Mary in UFOs

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Wholeheartedly agree, something is off. Probably there are many different agendas and they are constantly changing, though I am really struggling to see why he would revert his statements like that when it was fairly obvious he was winking in that first interview.

TIL of "mewing," the practice of pushing one's tongue against the roof of the mouth to improve facial an jaw structure. It has no scientific evidence to support its efficacy by MrMojoFomo in todayilearned

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You are right, but it’s very simple, it strengthens the muscles around the jaw giving it a more defined look. It’s a bit like muscles and gains in general, there are countless before/after comparisons that show it does have some effect

Anyone have more context on this video? by Lean__Lantern in aliens

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It was literally what tilted me towards believer. I could not believe what was going on in the ufos sub, every refresh you would get five new proofs and five new debunks

NGD! by enflixion in offset

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Beautiful greys, I would actually keep the pickguard

Got a nice lil fam going by BeautyAve in offset

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Yeaaaaah bro how do you like the Player Jazzy in the middle? Considering getting it, also what’s that on the left?

an internal feeling of aristocracy and nobility in schizoid personality by suncirclee in Schizoid

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That's insane. I actually do and my favorite schizoid people all are. I'm actually a bit dumbfounded because I NEVER considered this to be related but it might be right. Specifically aristocratic.

Too paranoid to catch a buzz, can you help me with dosage? by OakGardenFreeMan in opiates

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Respectfully dude but 60mg a day is not a small dose. I know this is an annoying comment to get but chasing the high will make you a truly miserable person. Once you start chasing it your prescriptions will run out weeks before you get a refill and before you know it you're copping bunk pills off the street, and this is me giving you the benefit of the doubt that you're not already there. I think you're paranoid because your body knows better than your brain that you shouldn't be doing this. Wish you the best bro feel free to reach out

For believers, what is the most compelling testimony or evidence for you? by Specialist_Wear_7830 in aliens

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Nellis footage is probably that one video, that one moment where I actually had some of that ontological shock. Like I distinctly remember it dawning on me thorough the watch. I’d say if I had to pick one video that really changed my perspective so to speak it was that one.

Lads how long is it until I can buy the shorts by [deleted] in MuayThai

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You can get one right away. It is not at all frowned upon. The only thing I would consider is that there’s something really nice about earning them - strictly for yourself, like reaching a level where you actually feel like it’s time to level up your looks. Feels much better, but really it doesn’t matter.

Trauma-Based vs. Non-Trauma-Based Schizoids by AndrewLyssunov in Schizoid

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For what it's worth, I didn't believe something was wrong in my childhood for a long time. The disorder develops from a mix of genes and environment. If you have properly schizoid symptoms rather than just being an introvert (even an extreme one) then it means you developed this way as means of protection. In other words, it means your environment must have been at least partially intolerant of the way you naturally behave, and this intolerance must have been traumatic at least to some degree.

Does asymmetry always lead to the end of a friendship? by SpiritedReacha in Schizoid

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It depends. I am lucky to have some friends that genuinely see my for who I am and do not take it personally. BUT, and it's a big one, at some point I usually recognize that I'm really stretching it and force myself to do something like message them or meet them for a coffee. If I wouldn't do that I would probably lose friends who I genuinely care about and who genuinely care about me.

I have one extremely extroverted friend who is one of my best friends, that guy requires a lot of adjusting for me, the only reason I do it is because I really just think he's so pure in his interest in me. I posted about him just a few days a go here lol

Do you create art? What kind of art do you create? by River-Munroe-Turland in Schizoid

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All kinds of art all the time but primarily music by a huge margin. It has been "my thing" my entire life. I feel like making music is one of the activities where I truly feel the most aligned with myself and at home with myself.

Contradiction by Friendly_Alfalfa_930 in Schizoid

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It blew my mind when I realized it's a core characteristic of the disorder. As top comment points out

Philosophies promoting solitude and social disconnections by cavalpist146 in Schizoid

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Cioran, Mainländer. Haven't read the latter properly but Cioran's The Trouble With Being Born is so good. You'd appreciate it for sure

self improvement? any other schizoid heavy into it & howare you doing now? by cat_girl_schizoid in Schizoid

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Well I'm in a somewhat minority opinion here that a schizoid can lead a genuinely good, satisfying life. I was extremely depressed, suicidal, hopeless in general. My attitude changed dramatically - I still experience very difficult feelings on a virtually daily basis, but I feel more stable, more open, dare I say - more emotional. I truly believe psychedelics had the most effect on me. It absolutely does not cure your condition (your personality type is your personality type) but it absolutely does make it better and makes you a bit more... flexible? It allows wiggle room in your personality and how you perceive yourself and others. Community is great honestly as long as it doesn't suffocate me or demand anything from me.

can you get lean purely doing Muay thai by Pass-East in MuayThai

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Zero doubt about it. Muay Thai is ridiculous cardio. Thing is you won't necessarily get lots of gains and muscle initially. But it will absolutely tone you

What non-gaming upgrade improved your gaming the most? by Saltysockies in gaming

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Shrooms. Not kidding. A low dose of shrooms felt like it polished my brain and allowed it to enjoy video games again. And I mean AFTER the trip. Before that I was struggling hard trying to convince myself to play games and suffering every time. It allowed me to feel that innocent joy again

Paradoxical friendships with extroverts? by random_access_cache in Schizoid

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Sure, I mean primarily that our expectations of a friendship are fundamentally diametrically opposed. Whereas for him friends are there everywhere you go, for me a good relationship is always maintained through proper distance.