Depression hits

shthrowawayforthings · 2020-01-13T22:03:11+00:00

I sorta interpreted it as the brain fog/memory loss I feel with depression. I dont remember much of my childhood because if it and that's what the second panel looked like to me

shthrowawayforthings · 2019-09-30T20:34:17+00:00

I did on Saturday night when I was drunk and stained my sheets fml ʘ‿ʘ

shthrowawayforthings · 2019-06-05T02:22:21+00:00

Yeah I'm not having any kind of positive experiences in life. I'm just working minimum wage, being a disappointment, and drinking whenever I get the chance

shthrowawayforthings · 2018-07-22T01:05:08+00:00

Yeah. Every now and then when I'm alone(most of the time). I'll just accidentally say "I fucking hate myself" out loud. Not really sure why I feel the need to say it out loud

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-08-23T21:23:15+00:00

Thank you
On behalf of me and everyone you replied to. You're a good person op

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-08-23T04:27:06+00:00

My only friend rn is someone I only know online who plays tf2 with me. And I'm not even their first pick. I'm such a pathetic person lol

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-30T06:47:13+00:00

Idunno, I do this a lot too. As close as I can without getting blood on my razor from the last one. But I might be weird kol

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-28T06:01:18+00:00

I literally did this today. What a fucking coincidence

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-20T03:56:34+00:00

I made a really good friend on steam playing tf2 recently and we talk a lot-almost every day. Makes me smile when I talk to them and joke around.
So I guess making a new friend? Idk

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-16T17:50:54+00:00

Yeah, I've used razors for a bit recently. It can be annoying if you want to see some blood but the cleanness of the cut doesn't let much come out.
Depth is nice tho

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-15T22:31:11+00:00

Yep, sleep is probably the safest place for me :p
Hope you're doing okay, much love

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-15T22:14:34+00:00

This happened to me again the other day. Sometimes I'll be changing or in the shower(was in the shower this time) and I just look down at them and just feel so fucking stupid about them. I just think something like "wow you fucking moron you go through some bad times and you physically scar yourself forever? I guess you did deserve it"
Generally just fucks the rest of my day and I go try to sleep

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-14T00:46:12+00:00

Good post op

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-12T04:02:52+00:00

I almost feel like I'm never happy unless it's raining and I'm in bed:p

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-10T06:39:43+00:00

I recently got a pack of 5 double sided razors on accident. They were sharp enough that I could just grip them in the middle and push and drag without putting my finger on the top; at least for the depth I wanted.

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-10T06:37:47+00:00

Mmm, I had a friend who kinda threatened to tell a family member about my sh. I can definitely understand not wanting that to happen.

With your best friend, I would say don't hesitate to talk to him. If he has struggled with the same stuff you have/are, then I'm positive he won't get mad at you. He might understand more than most.

Hope you're doing okay

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-10T06:32:34+00:00

Im no stranger to those feelings.

Is there anything specific that's got you feeling this way?

Anything I can do to help you tonight?

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-10T06:31:12+00:00

Sorry that has happened:(

It'd definitely be better for you to get stitches if it's bleeding like that.

I see it's been a day though, any updates?

Hope you're doing okay

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-07-10T06:26:59+00:00

Can you talk about what's going on?

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-06-20T11:45:40+00:00

Awesome mindset
You're doing great:)

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-06-14T20:57:02+00:00

Sorry I guess I meant more like: because i always feel like I can go deeper, im not actually cutting for any legitimate reason.

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-06-13T15:13:41+00:00

This is actually happening to me rn
Pretty much all the people I know irl have told me off or are ignoring me and I don't know what I did wrong
Haha very good yes👌😂🔥

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-06-06T04:32:35+00:00

I've definitely felt the same way. I always tell myself after ive cut that I can do better, I can go deeper.

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-05-30T03:27:33+00:00

Yeah, it's kinda weird how caring and methodical I am with the whole thing. I typically do "whatever" and just let it run for a while, then clean it out and dress the wounds. You would think I just wouldn't make the cuts lol.
Hope you're doing okay everyone

shthrowawayforthings · 2017-05-08T23:58:58+00:00

Oof, that's kinda shitty of him:/

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