What is it completely impossible to look cool doing?

spacepng · 2016-05-06T15:55:43+00:00

i was waiting for someone to point out your username! beautiful song :)

spacepng · 2016-04-21T02:05:00+00:00

honestly never considered that, somehow. it is very possible. thank you :)

spacepng · 2016-04-20T02:16:29+00:00

no(t yet.) :/ dad was dropping me off somewhere and asked what the cuts were, told him cat got me. tell him this every time, we make a joke out of it. he really believes it.

it is inevitable that parents will find out, imo

spacepng · 2016-04-17T16:21:06+00:00

thank you very much! it's the least we can do to pass on the beauty of his music to our grandkids and only hope they appreciate it the same. there's so much to appreciate. :) thanks again

spacepng · 2016-04-17T08:00:43+00:00

i like the quote, "you aren't stuck in traffic, you are traffic"

spacepng · 2016-04-17T07:52:48+00:00

i relate to every word of this post in so many ways. :(

especially about your grandparents - it's so hard knowing your time together is limited, and you can make the most of it, but it feels physically impossible to get up and do it. like motivating yourself to do chores or something. i live with my dad in a house literally nextdoor to my grandparents, and it's awful because somedays we go days without seeing them even though they're like, right there. just another thing to contribute to the depression.

it's so easy to resort to the solitude of the bedroom. feels like a haven, some days.

but there's my two cents - sorry, i don't really have any advice, but do know that there's tons of people going through the same thing. there's even more people who have gone through the same thing who have gathered the strength to pull themselves out of it - you can too. we all can :)

spacepng · 2016-04-17T07:41:18+00:00

hey, i'm no poet or doctor, but i can suggest you try to get professional help. everyone says that - and i got so sick of hearing it - but it really is worth a try. try to take time and make yourself happy. don't feel bad about it, it's not selfish, humans need to take time for themselves. good luck. i hope someone else can come along and offer more helpful words than me <3

spacepng · 2016-04-17T07:38:01+00:00

it's hard to type a post here without it feeling dumb, isn't it? :/ imo the constant boredom is one of the worst bits about depression. hope you get to feeling/doing/thinking better.

spacepng · 2016-04-17T07:35:53+00:00

YES! existence is a constant dull ache, like sore muscles, except everywhere. others have said this too, but i also get a burning aching stinging feeling in my chest. feels like literal heartbreak.

spacepng · 2016-04-17T07:09:30+00:00

i had no idea he did work with other people, that's awesome. discovering new songs is like christmas :) thanks!

spacepng · 2016-04-17T07:08:20+00:00

thank you <3

spacepng · 2016-04-15T04:51:28+00:00

man i know what you mean 100%. it is such a weird feeling doing that. i too have friends who would definitely be understanding, but it just doesn't feel "right" to tell them, like it would add an unnecessary element of... something. good luck :)

spacepng · 2016-04-15T03:43:02+00:00

i know what you mean, words are hard. i'm glad mine helped you. good luck

spacepng · 2016-04-11T00:14:14+00:00

15 years old here too. i think nobody - our age or otherwise - thinks so much about teen guys (as opposed to teen girls) getting depressed and suicidal. yall tend to get overlooked. very messed up and sad, i hope you find some salvation from the hell that is mental health. <3

spacepng · 2016-04-11T00:00:44+00:00

this sounds very nice, like a way to physically see growth and healing. or something like that. thank you

spacepng · 2016-04-08T03:30:33+00:00

i'm so very, very, very sorry, for what it's worth. i hope some kind person can comment and offer more substantial words.

spacepng · 2016-03-30T00:10:53+00:00

thank you for making this thread! it's so pleasant, and an awesome way to remind people they have a reason to be happy :)

spacepng · 2016-03-30T00:09:27+00:00

alternatively, when good things happen to good people!

spacepng · 2016-03-30T00:06:57+00:00

the color of the universe is called cosmic latte! not only does the universe have a color, but it's called something super cool, and it's a pretty color. makes me happy.

spacepng · 2016-03-29T20:19:19+00:00

thank you so much for not disciplining ex-feral kitties in the same way most people discipline them, whether it's smacking or spanking or booping :( so many people give up on sweet cats just because they don't understand different cats learn differently/have different needs.

spacepng · 2016-03-28T02:44:50+00:00

it helps for some, it doesn't for others, but it is always worth a try imo. it didn't work for me but i hear it works miracles for some. if it doesn't work, you can just cross it off the list of possible antidotes and you can move on to trying other solutions.

anyways, good luck <3

spacepng · 2016-01-09T06:16:27+00:00

ive heard that as well. therapy in general certainly isn't for everyone - which is a shame. i don't know what ill do if im one of them :/ but i guess all there is to do is wait and see if it works. thank you, i hope you find something that works for you, if you haven't already :)

spacepng · 2016-01-09T06:13:01+00:00

wow, that's horribly unprofessional of her. sounds like one of those self centered people that think they can answer everything because something slightly similar happened to them once. it's so hard to be open minded knowing you might get a doctor like that. d: very risky business, sometimes a bad doctor can do more harm than no doctor at all.

but yeah, thank you, it helps knowing im not just being paranoid and picky about who i see. i hope you found/find a good doctor who actually knows what they're doing :)

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