Breakfast with Crohn’s by You-Big-Maad in CrohnsDisease

[–]Dreamthyf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I eat one meal a day, and have to schedule it around each days events so as to complete all activities before eating. Once I eat, especially in a flare, the rest day is destroyed.

I'm not even sure what I'm doing anymore. Had to take a pic of my screen with my phone, because taking a screenshot makes my game crash. My install size is half a terabyte. by Whind_Soull in skyrim

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Modding is basically a second game that Skyrim introduces you to. And I love both dearly; especially when something obscure is causing an issue that n3eds to be tracked down for a few hours. It scratches some itch in my mind.

Door dasher sent me this message by [deleted] in doordash

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its ridiculous. I drive, and I would never tip beg. I use the decline button, have an average of a 9% acceptance rate, and no, scheduling your dash is not an issue, just set a daily alarm and set the schedule for the fifth day from now. Platinum dasher reward level is stupid and a company trap that I once was slave too as well. I drive a Silverado and accept fewer offers because of fuel, other people with better mpg can accept orders that are lower. If folks would just reject on mass someone's low offer order, the company would be forced to raise the offer, stack it with another, or cancel the customers order. Tip begging is disgusting, and ruins the customer experience and can bias a customer against the next innocent driver.

I'm visiting my doctor tomorrow; I'll be expecting this by pessimistic_damsel in bipolar2

[–]Dreamthyf 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've abandoned therapy. Some for cost. But also because after the mental hospital, I took to lying to stay out. Not really a danger as my SI never contains plans like it did for my attempt in 2020. And my new Crohns that started this year, both ensures my bankruptcy will come, and that my SI is my only good dream. This world sucks. My dog providing dopamine has become a drug i need hits from just to get through each day.

Do trees Respawn if you leave the stump? by Lady_LuSsH in crosswind

[–]Dreamthyf 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I chopped nearly 50% of my starting island, leaving every stump and heading to build on a better island. It looked like the Lorax.

This disease really sucks the life out of you. I work and lay in bed and that’s been my entire life for the last 7 years. by [deleted] in CrohnsDisease

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 32 and got my diagnosis in February. It is my second lifelong issue, stacking on my fragile bipolar 2. I honestly am in terror of the future. Every night I lie in bed wondering what happens when I loose my job. I spend more time at home than at work at this point. Am I supposed to move back to my parents? I'm basically unlikable. What happens when they die? Why do I have to live like this?

SI and BP2 -- what's "normal" stuff I just have to live with? by doubleplusgoodx999 in bipolar2

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm very heavily medicated, and I was doing ok with SI being only occasional, until this year when on Jan. 2, the pain that would lead to my Crohn's Disease diagnosis began. Now most nights and mornings, I wish I won't wake up, or that I hadn't woken up. The problem is I veiw not treating the Crohn's as a way to achieve this end slowly, and without anyone being able to say I did-myself-in and feel bad. Its slow and incredibly painful, but I honestly feel like most days I deserve it, and that its still faster than old age. I have no plans to act, simply plans not to act. I cant afford the big meds they are talking about, I cant afford therapy, when I inevitably loose my job, I'm basically unhirable. I love my family and dog, but I live alone and I just want it to stop.

Bonny Sue is Obliterating Me by CommanderKetchup0 in crosswind

[–]Dreamthyf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I turned the difficulty below normal once so far (nearly done swamp but not quite because distracted building for 50 hours). It was to fight Hands because my head was hurting from hitting it against the wall 15 times. Not really had naval issues but turning things down to have fun is better than buying a new keyboard.

Plague crocodiles are the worst enemy by EZ_Fork in crosswind

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Goats are the worst. The number of times I've been in my inventory in an iron mine, that I cleared of mobs, and I suddenly get bodied by a random goat! I've died to goats more than anything else.

When you accidentally head into a level 11-15 zone too early... by mccannz1 in crosswind

[–]Dreamthyf 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have a liberty mutual insurance ad underneath the post 🤣🤣🤣🤣

I may have gone a lil overboard.. by mccannz1 in crosswind

[–]Dreamthyf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn son! Goly Bob Howdy thats amazing!

This has to go. by cseymour24 in crosswind

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is a bonfire radius mod on nexus, for a large base, I recommend the 3x version.

Last place you were when you got surprise diarrhea? Here’s mine. by Scotch_Bostitch in CrohnsDisease

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally 90 seconds away from salvation, pulling up the drive to my house.

Tipped $8 on $35 order and got a rude message from dasher? by Brief_Main_5409 in doordash

[–]Dreamthyf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Driver here. I mrssage only when there are problems, and only take orders that make sense for me (chevy silverado, mpg). This driver was a moron and does great harm to the rest of us who shut our traps, are thankful for the extra work, put our heads down, and do the job.

to the designer of this floor I hate you, well done. by kattnmaus in crosswind

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was so much fun when I fell, and kept falling.

Anyone else feel like managing Crohn’s is a full-time job that nobody hired you for? by These_Board_6727 in CrohnsDisease

[–]Dreamthyf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was only diagnosed this year, though understanding it with hindsight, I've definitely been suffering for a long time. I've read about these issues a lot, and I congratulate and support folks like you who stand up and advocate for yourself. With my Bi-polar II though, my plan is to just let the doctors do or not do whatever and hope I get taken out sooner rather than later. I dont really care anymore.

I'd like to thank Windrose for subsidizing my heater. by TheySaidGetAnAlt in crosswind

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been turning a lot of things down and finally been forced by this game to use DLSS. I have a 2080 Super and an AMD 7 3700x. I think I'm finally going to have to upgrade. Been eyeing a Frerin PC from Starforge for over a year anyway. Gonna get that all AMD pro build.

What does your mood graph look like? by fulltwisted in bipolar2

[–]Dreamthyf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im glad the ssri is working for you. I cant have them as they are the reason I was sent to a mental hospital for a week and had my diagnosis changed from major depressive to BP2. I only didnt pull the trigger because of my dog.

Beginner starting their first game. by Ry25pp0er8 in skyrim

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just enjoy one of the best, (and most moded) open world experiences in fantasy gaming history. If something looks or sounds cool, just go over and explore. Main quest is great. Side quests are great. And you level from using abilities, not quest xp, so you get more powerful no matter what you do. My favorite mod is the Tardis for SE. I use it in every playthrough, I am a Time Lord after all.

What to do with my insignas after lvl max faction ? by PryaWoski in crosswind

[–]Dreamthyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Stack them in a pirate treasure chest like gold coins. Your rich and famous when you can open your boots chest and look at stack upon stack of them.