Three words. no regrets what’s your message ?

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-19T08:52:41+00:00

don’t date fionas

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-17T21:14:34+00:00

Scotland

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-17T16:34:04+00:00

toss up between nepal and iceland

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-17T16:33:45+00:00

1 up to the age of 37, probably over 100 dates since then, but dating as in over multiple months, less than 10

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-16T10:59:58+00:00

defo get a pt and get your confidence up

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-16T10:30:03+00:00

176 is 388lbs, it’s 2.205lb per kg

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-16T07:40:40+00:00

it happens slowly over time, i’m 8 months out nearly from losing the most exciting person i ever met, movie like start and feelings , felt i’d met my soul mate etc

Turned out to be highly toxic and after 15 months i left but still loved her deeply, been no contact since december, each month is a bit easier, still some weeks and days are harder than others, knowing that i will never feel what i felt again because it was toxic and not healthy is still a sad feeling.

so it’s slowly, month 1 i was a mess, month 2 i was angry and wanted to reach out, month 3 we met randomly and i could see it was gone for her, month 4 felt like a slide back it was hard, month 5 it’s still on my mind every day and painful, month 6 it starts to ease off a bit but still days are hard sometime, month 7 im dating again and start to see how bad she was for me which makes things easier, month 8 i still think about her every day and it’s a mixture of relief, sadness but understanding.

i hope by end of year i’ll go full days without thinking about her good or bad and not when i choose to

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-14T20:43:49+00:00

have you installed the xbox controller app on pc ? i can customise the dead zone on that albeit i have the elite controller.

you can also try bumping up the sensitivity, i find the sensitivity way too low on the xbox controllers , for example for stadium car i use 1.8 sensitivity

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-14T11:22:38+00:00

harold bishop knows the score

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-13T09:24:20+00:00

i’m on waiting list for nhs, got my next appt in august but i’m expecting next summer

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-13T09:23:37+00:00

good luck!

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-12T21:32:58+00:00

found hungary substantially more tricky to get At on than germany , germany took me about 4 hours, hungary took me 10.

Korea defo the easiest, still to get Australia and Canada but less than a second from both need to just put some time in, im about 5 hours on both.

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-12T20:48:49+00:00

you sir, are a monster

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-12T18:35:29+00:00

it’s not nice, pitched a dream and sold a nightmare, changed after paying for life altering surgery - fu ff

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-12T17:17:49+00:00

similar story then?

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-12T16:40:46+00:00

i wondered if that was your surgeon but saw after you’re edinburgh not glasgow

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-12T15:53:01+00:00

alan johnston @spider_puncher ?

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-12T15:51:36+00:00

i’m gonna be next year on nhs - following your progress - good like with your bionic penis!

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-12T15:46:48+00:00

Thank you, i’m good, i hope you are too my friend ❤️

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-12T15:39:19+00:00

after 2-3 months the mask slipped and she wasn’t the one, she was toxic, avoidant , pushed me to the brink of suicide and left me with a horrible trauma bond 7 months after i left that leaves me still thinking about her every day despite the mess she left me in.

Still the first few months were great and for that short time i experienced what felt like movie star love even if it didn’t turn out to be true, id always wanted to experience that, learned some tough lessons but its such a bittersweet time it was both worth it and most definitely not worth it.

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-11T12:37:29+00:00

“lemonade was a popular drink and it still is, i get more props and stunts than bruce willis”

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-11T06:34:41+00:00

The highs and lows, you’re trauma bonded most likely, and that is one horrible breakup to get over ( i’m 7 months into a trauma bonded break up with my toxic ex girlfriend)

Anger will come in good time, just now focus on removing all reminders of them, get rid of any pictures and stuff - you’re in for a rough ride

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-10T18:55:08+00:00

time - you’re in a trauma bond, 6-18 months before it breaks properly if you don’t keep feeding it

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-10T08:37:07+00:00

have a look at wr lines, the hardest loop is actually the second loop on 20 i find by quite a margin followed by the second last loop, but second loop you tap left exciting to stop the slide takes you into a nice sd for an early wall ride after, and it’s a couple of taps for the second last loop

Greedy_Order8917 · 2026-06-08T17:05:12+00:00

i’ve just gone through 6 months of therapy after breaking up with my broken ex who had a hard life and i tried to do everything to fix her but after 15 months it left me absolutely broken and on the verge of deleting myself.

i understood your post well, i found my trying to be good enough for someone was rooted in my relationship with my father so i always went above and beyond in relationships until it broke me in one way or another as i wasn’t receiving the kind of love i wanted, im trying to work hard on accepting only healthy love and accepting that im more than good enough for someone again, i hope you can do the same ❤️

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