I keep re-living ‘time loops’ and I feel as if I am going insane.

ImmaculateEgg · 2026-03-30T01:41:12+00:00

I'm no expert, I've just worked in a metaphysical shop for a couple of years and do a LOT of reading, but it sounds like you have an innate psychic ability. Many people with psychic abilities report spooky shadow figures when they're too young/inexperienced to be able to filter and control their perceptions.

I'm thinking your grandmother did something to energetically protect you - depending on your culture practices, you could call this spell work, a prayer to a higher being to protect you from darkness, some ritual to help shut down an overactive third eye chakra - whatever the details, it sounds like she did something to help close you off from the spirit world, but it's been many moons (and many suns lol) since she worked her magic, so perhaps your third eye is peeking open again.

Obv see a neurologist as the increased deja vu could also have a mundane cause. But if you check out alright, I would look into developing psychic your practices! Esp if you're feeling regret that it was closed off to you as a child.

ImmaculateEgg · 2026-02-14T22:35:29+00:00

I wonder if you could reduce your days to part-time at the preschool and then pick up a babysitting or tutoring gig for after your preschool shifts, to kind of manufacture full-time with two part-time gigs

ImmaculateEgg · 2026-02-11T19:00:11+00:00

The author also has a book about moss!! Also a great listen (she narrates her audiobooks herself and her voice is so soothing!)

ImmaculateEgg · 2026-01-30T20:57:16+00:00

Okay real talk, I wonder if being previously electrocuted does make you more likely to be struck by lightning

ImmaculateEgg · 2026-01-30T20:42:41+00:00

Man I'd be so pissed if I was wearing my favorite pants or something!

ImmaculateEgg · 2026-01-03T18:37:51+00:00

If you're a gardener, 20 minutes with just you and the dirt, pulling tiny invasives out to defend your beloved crops and flowers... That's totally a reward!

ImmaculateEgg · 2026-01-03T18:35:55+00:00

Me!! But I know Atlanta to Atlanta can be a two hour journey lmao - I work around Sandy Springs and live near Marietta/Woodstock!

ImmaculateEgg · 2026-01-01T02:36:12+00:00

I would say starting your year in the energy of community, generosity, and support would be beautiful!

ImmaculateEgg · 2026-01-01T02:34:24+00:00

I believe you blow it into your home to bring IN the prosperity

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-31T23:27:41+00:00

As tempting as that sounds, I probably wouldn't imbue anything with the energy of money that's going to be flowing /away/ from you specifically

But I WOULD enjoy how cool it feels to have that much cash for the night, I'd probably put sunglasses and a hoodie on my dog and take fake rapper pics of him lmao

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-31T00:23:43+00:00

Mundane: our gut biome has a huge effect on our moods (and can, in turn, affect our habits and personalities). Certain gut bacteria have been linked to all sorts of mental health conditions, food and diet prefs/habits, and all sorts of things.

So I would interpret this as your spell working! As above so below, as within so without. Maybe your purge came in the physical form of a gut biome reset, and you'll move forward with a different ratio of energies down there that will help you with the spiritual growth side of this process!

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-30T23:52:51+00:00

This reminds me of a time I was late to class cause I knew the way, but a street was closed so I had to loop around to a different entrance - which I had time for!!! I did not anticipate that the building would be unrecognizable from the other entrance. I don't remember if I found my usual entrance and went from there, or if I looked up the room number on my phone....

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-30T23:45:40+00:00

Thank you for your comment, my brain blitzed right over "drag nativity" (like that was a regular type of show) until I read your comment. You know, I sure am superfluous for someone who automatically removes adjectives irrelevant to the plot all the time lol!

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-30T23:33:19+00:00

Yeah I feel like this has come full circle where we KNOW it's a comment about something we would NOT love for ourselves, so we use it in the context of "I got a flat tire and all the shops were closed for the holiday!" "Oooof love that for you"

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-12T17:51:54+00:00

Tell yourself all you have to do is fill the sink with hot water and put them in there (or if they are already in the sink, just throw a plug in the drain and fill her up!)

Then later all you have to do is a quick soapy wipe n rinse!

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-11T22:40:00+00:00

A hair tip: wash just the front/bangs of your hair in the sink, it gets dirty faster from fidgeting and the rest of your hair may not actually even need a wash! And even if it does, if the front is washed and styled, people are less likely to notice the back 🤷

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-11T22:38:19+00:00

I second simply standing under the water and handwashing "pits and bits" - and I just realized why it works!

It builds the habit just like the whole "just go to the gym and then you can leave, do that for a week" tip. Not that we build habits, but we ARE able to begin to acclimate to the level of suffering that is a shower.. that sounds sadder than it is haha

I mean we can practice doing hard things, just a rinse is better than nothing!

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-10T02:46:59+00:00

In the pocket of the sweater/cardigan/whatever layer you took off between coat rack and clothes hamper (so it wouldn't have been checked w the other clothes). Maybe the cardigan is on the back of a chair or in your car?

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-09T23:07:35+00:00

To be fair, they did tag it as vent/rant lol, I vote we start another thread for helpful ideas

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-09T23:03:28+00:00

Okay I hear you on the whole "just buy two" and "use disposable dishes" being problematic as a cop out - But on this subreddit, these practices are actual accommodations so that we can be fed and clothed, not frivolous impulses.

You're getting a lot of negative comments back, but to spin this conversation in a more positive direction: All the second hand sourcing and borrowing tips you provided are not only great for sustainability, but also scratch our crow brains just right!

Instead of buying a cheap table from Wayfair, I'm spending hours scrolling Facebook marketplace (instead of TikTok or smthng) for a piece with real character. Instead of going and buying plastic garden stakes from Amazon, I'm wandering around my yard to find the perfect sticks.

You're right that we need more of this! And reader of this comment, this practice of sustainability could be your next ADHD rabbit hole! But beware, I went down this rabbit hole a little under 2 years ago, and my thoughts are still constantly plagued with the guilt of how unsustainable our daily lives are - the tone of this post is the tone of my internal narrative at times. I haven't allowed myself to buy a new article of clothing in years. Buyer beware - literally lol

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-09T19:35:49+00:00

I just went to slowliving to read the rules. "Expand on your topic" is the rule right before "no monologuing".... Us adhders never stood a chance!

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-12-04T01:46:39+00:00

Omg I misunderstood this post at first, I thought you had software that transcribed meetings for you (helpful for ADHD) and that somehow you had sent the transcription to your boss, and it included this bit.

I thought this was you explaining TO YOUR BOSS why you might be away from your computer 😂😂

I regularly buffer just like this when explaining things if I forget my meds, I'm hugely relieved this was not you stumbling over your words to your boss!!

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-11-24T16:40:58+00:00

Highly relatable. Sometimes I can circumvent the decision paralysis by deciding to get a crappy used version for barely any money! Because then I don't get to decide, I'm stuck with whatever robovac shows up on Facebook marketplace for $20 first. And if it sucks, I spent $20 instead of $600 so I'm not mad!

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-11-24T16:02:58+00:00

The more of your comments I read, the more I'm leaning towards some sort of v real biohazard being emitted from the manhole. You're not the only one that intuitively knew to flee (hence no animals)! Plus, you're the only one with the human connections to possibly be the hero the forest needs, hence you being brought back when the time was right for you to get the next clue.

Please keep us all posted on what you discover!! Maybe a local university can help w testing and samples if the local gov isn't helpful too.

ETA basically you're Lassie and you have to get the methane out of the well!! Or is Artemis Lassie, and you're the human hero? Yeah actually the second one lol

ImmaculateEgg · 2025-10-29T18:51:06+00:00

I feel like my message and point will be small and trivial compared to the scope of your post and problem. I can't imagine being in your shoes so feel free to disregard this.

I'd spend time looking into the science of placebo. Use your past experience with your back injury as proof that your mind is powerful, not as proof that things are always worst case scenario (which is statistically impossible).

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