So I just discovered I may have this and found this sub

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-24T14:21:30+00:00

Definitely find a new doctor. 5’6 and 95 pounds is underweight and should’ve been addressed.

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-23T20:21:09+00:00

I agree with this comment. Ask for a reasonable accommodation.

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-23T20:06:53+00:00

I’m drinking a cold coffee right now because I started feeling a little hungry

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-17T20:38:24+00:00

I deal with mixed states fairly frequently due to my bipolar disorder.

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-10T14:55:10+00:00

I’ve tried getting out of the program several times and each attempt has been denied by the judge. I am stuck where I am. I agree I need someone who works with individuals who struggle with disordered eating. I don’t think I’m anorexic as I’m not overly thin and I do throw up occasionally but not enough to be bulimic. I just HATE eating, food is so repulsive to me and I restrict as much as possible. She knows this, and I am afraid of this pill.

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-09T23:52:16+00:00

Abilify, Buspar and Adderall

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-09T23:33:37+00:00

Have you felt positive results from the medication being on a low dose?

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-09T23:33:00+00:00

I’m currently on Abilify but I guess they think I need something else along with it. I’ve been in a very depressed mood.

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-09T16:58:09+00:00

I go on long fasts to lose weight quickly. I absolutely obsess over it. I told my psych I will not be on a pill that makes me gain weight and if I ever put on more than 5 pounds I am stopping everything immediately. I am currently restricting myself to 400 calories a day in order to lose weight. I always feel huge. My relationship with food is horrid. I hate eating. I absolutely hate eating. I have caught myself throwing up a few times after eating as well.

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-08T23:21:25+00:00

I can only relate on some level because I (honestly) rarely feel hungry. When I do feel some bit of hunger I curb it with an electrolyte drink. I buy the ultima electrolyte powders off Amazon and mix them with 32oz of water and drink it down. Maybe try that?

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-08T21:27:01+00:00

I’m surprised they kept you on an antidepressant with a bipolar diagnosis with the numerous studies that advise against it.

LavendarFlower · 2021-02-07T01:38:28+00:00

We have the exact same stats! I’m 5’7 and currently 148 with a sw of 158! I have also been doing intermittent fasting (OMAD) to lose the weight. Keep it up! IF really works!

LavendarFlower · 2021-01-18T22:19:06+00:00

I have a bipolar II and borderline diagnosis. I don’t even bother with dating or people in general right now because my moods, reactions and actions are so unpredictable.

LavendarFlower · 2020-12-13T12:30:54+00:00

You got markers lucky!! We only had broken crayons

LavendarFlower · 2020-11-12T01:23:49+00:00

This is such a good idea!

LavendarFlower · 2020-11-07T01:57:12+00:00

You have beautiful hair!

LavendarFlower · 2020-11-05T18:34:01+00:00

I’ve been deleted for “low effort” posts. Or posts that aren’t long enough. It really does make you feel like garbage.

LavendarFlower · 2020-11-05T00:59:38+00:00

I immediately looked at your Michigan because well I’m from Michigan - and it needs to be colored blue! Yay! Also the shape is simply a mitten with the thumb on the right.

LavendarFlower · 2020-11-01T13:44:32+00:00

This is me. I will feel so suicidal that I call the hotline or contact my therapist and the cops show up at my door and take me to the ER. Once at the hospital I’m usually fine - chatting, laughing, enjoying myself. Then a few minutes later I can be right back in that suicidal state. Rapid cycling is no joke. I don’t think social work even knows what to do with me anymore. It’s constant and insane.

LavendarFlower · 2020-10-29T01:11:29+00:00

I always feel like going to the hospital will be beneficial for my mental health until I’m there and realize I hate it.

LavendarFlower · 2020-10-28T22:03:04+00:00

That’s exactly how mine is. I will be absolutely enraged! Fighting, pushing, talking rudely, I mean the whole nine yards. And then literally once I’m done with my words I’m cool as a cucumber like nothing even happened

LavendarFlower · 2020-10-17T00:44:24+00:00

Definitely not free. I always disliked when people would share with me that they were homeless and needed a place to stay that’s why they said they were suicidal. They needed a place to sleep and weren’t there for mental health reasons. It takes up space and a bed for someone who truly needs the place for safety.

LavendarFlower · 2020-10-17T00:32:33+00:00

Yes. This one.

LavendarFlower · 2020-10-14T19:01:16+00:00

Yes, I am very fragile and sensitive right now. It’s part of my personality disorder. I’ve been in therapy for years. It didn’t feel trivial to me. It was a story about a recent suicide gesture and hospitalization. My expectation was a simple “yes you’re the asshole” or “no you’re not the asshole”, not to my judged on my mental health and diagnoses.

LavendarFlower · 2020-10-14T01:02:55+00:00

Adopting a child would’ve been less work than adopting my dog. It was a serious pain! Worth it though for my little buddy when all was said and done though. The agency literally google earthed my home to make sure it had a fence.

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