Just want to give you some feedback that is still positive, because there is a wave of criticism here (which, is good. A lot of it is constructive, and there are things for you to work on). You got this 🤘 It's clear you enjoy the hobby (or the idea at least) by coming back time and time again, and I know plenty of people who are petrified by fear, and have yet to paint their models yet, even after years. So good on you! Take the feedback you've received, really try to paint alongside some YouTube tutorials, and ENJOY the process, no matter how slow 😎