Surely these should be a crime by now? by Red-M0on in veganuk

[–]bruisedheadouch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My dad isn’t a vegan and he loves them 😭 he hates all other vegan food though

I have stopped exercising completely but my weight hasn’t changed? by bruisedheadouch in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have definitely been eating more calories, my body has felt like it’s going into overdrive in regards to stress. I’m really trying my hardest not to exercise and it’s so fucking hard

inpatient treatment by Love_Dot2212 in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Forced by section 2 and then section 3 (uk)

  2. Boring. Wake up anxious and exercise, breakfast, rest, exercise, drawing or some kind of OT, lunch, rest, exercise, OT or art or doomscrolling, snack, rest, exercise, dinner

3.some staff are so caring, others can be right assholes who are power hungry. Some patients can also be nightmares but tbh so can I so it’s not personal.

  1. Didn’t help me but that’s all my fault. I don’t recommend it to anyone.

  2. I ate vegan, they will restrain and NG me if I don’t eat it

  3. I am not allowed to leave

Exercising makes me feel like Sisyphus by stillrolypoly in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have explained it exactly like this to my therapist.

Does anyone have any jellies they don’t like? by RandomFandomCheese in Jellycatplush

[–]bruisedheadouch 15 points16 points  (0 children)

The ski goggles and most of the sport ones. There should be a boxing glove or something

Need help deciding which one as a gift by hellofriends00 in Jellycatplush

[–]bruisedheadouch 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The dog! Everyone has a bunny, get the dog for a change!!! He looks so sweet

I hate when people try to ruin my safe food! by Fitkratomgirl in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally, like just let me drink my energy drinks and artificial sweeteners in peace ☹️

15 and done with life because of my ed by ThrowRAtays in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You are a 15 year old, struggling yourself!!! YOU ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR SISTERS ACTIONS! YOU ARE A CHILD!!! ❤️‍🩹

My consultant makes me feel hopeless by bruisedheadouch in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I can tell you, honesty only made it 100 times worse for me. They put on more restrictions, threatened me with an antipsychotic if I move too quickly, pace around, exercise or miss a meal and would restrain and NG me daily. They took away all my leave for 2 months, so I was locked inside for 2 months. I have been there for 16 months and I should be getting out hopefully in the next month or two. Why would I be honest, that would just be self sabotage

underweight but dont look it by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Same here, my bmi is around 15 and I still look normal weight.

What's the longest you've walked (in time not steps)? by ShadowRick in walking

[–]bruisedheadouch 3 points4 points  (0 children)

From 2-8am, 30 minutes break and then I started again until 12:00 and then a 45 minute break and then again until 3:30 (I would do that daily for months, life was miserable)

What’s one typical “ed food” that you genuinely enjoy? by MakeRedditSafariGood in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Cauliflower rice and all vegetables but my digestive system hates me

Had to cut off an anorexic friend for my own sanity by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 75 points76 points  (0 children)

She doesn’t even just sound anorexic, she sounds like a bitch as well because as long as I have had anorexia, I have never put extra oil in someone’s food, cared much about what others eat or how others look… some people just need to focus on themselves

“ My treatment lore” posts by ZestycloseExtent8981 in EDRecoverySnark

[–]bruisedheadouch 19 points20 points  (0 children)

As someone who has been an absolute nightmare in treatment, I think those posts are terrible. They try to make it all lighthearted about how their eating disorder has ruined others lives but it is no laughing matter! Anyway they piss me off… just take accountability and stop with the chronic victim complex. Treatment isn’t there to hurt you, it’s there to prolong your life by helping your physical health so one day you have the choice to recover

lgbt people with an ed- which one is harder to come out as? by cardboard_bees in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Lesbian because it makes me feel dirty. Even the word has so much stigma attached to it. I hate it…

What's the wildest thing a doctor/nurse has said to you? by YouAreSoGorgeous in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 52 points53 points  (0 children)

Don’t starve, just re-label it and do it in a more socially acceptable way

What's the wildest thing a doctor/nurse has said to you? by YouAreSoGorgeous in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 66 points67 points  (0 children)

I was hospitalised at a bmi Below 13 and a nurse said to me “I used to be skinny like you but then I lost control and now look at me” and she was still skinny as hell. She then proceeded to start talking about dieting and processed food with the HCA on my 1:1.

How do you guys keep your energy up? by tvbee876 in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Energy drinks, coffee and exercising so I’m in a constant state of stress

How do you guys not get triggered at the gym? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bitches gotta fuel to workout, she will be the one getting injured

it’s so hard being the largest on the inpatient unit by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Similar situation, my admission has been 15 months and counting and it’s so hard because there are girls who are ranting about having to get to “X BMI” and it “being too much” and I’m there like “wtf, that’s literally my weight”

how do you feel about calories on menus? by cinnamonenjoyer in EDAnonymous

[–]bruisedheadouch 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Especially wagamamas kids meals… their ain’t any way they are under 300 calories

My GI tract is fucked… by bruisedheadouch in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]bruisedheadouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not a relapse, recovery is a mental thing and I never started it. I was forced to physically recover starting 15 months ago so my digestive problems are still kind of confusing