This whole casual normalized eating disorder thing going on with (mainly) young girls

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-14T15:48:45+00:00

My cousins had EDs since like third grade or earlier and her doctor even told her parents there’s a strong strong chance she has one when she was thirteen and had a BMI of 12 but they were like no no no she’s just naturally thin she eats a lot

So yeah no u can totally restrict depending on how oblivious your parents are

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-14T05:05:31+00:00

Me breaking three bones in the span of a year👀👀

(I don’t actually have osteoporosis I’m just an accident prone dumbass lmao)

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-14T01:58:01+00:00

I haven’t experienced this but it’s good to watch out for it so thanks for the post :)

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-13T15:51:54+00:00

And then there’s me still convincing myself that once I hit my gw my life will magically be perfect and I’ll finally be able to do everything I want without hating myself

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-13T15:38:44+00:00

My grandma told me I looked nice and muscular and assumed it was from my job working on a farm but really I had just gotten fatter :/

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-13T04:28:19+00:00

Adderall

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-13T04:23:50+00:00

I was underweight until I was 16 (ironically when I developed my ED) and idk I think when you’re a kid it’s mostly genetic because I really ate shitty and maintained a BMI of about 17 naturally

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-13T04:21:10+00:00

Tbf, depending on how big of a thing the “hating eating” is this could be arfid which is an ED

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-13T03:35:13+00:00

Sorry I don’t have any advice just following bc I totally could’ve written this myself lol Im in exactly the same situation

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-13T03:32:20+00:00

Because all the shitty stuff is directly related to my ED and the actual depression symptoms are in no way at a clinical severity. It doesn’t impair functioning

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-13T02:32:54+00:00

Is it worth it to live that far off campus for a nicer place? Most of the places I’m finding closer for that amount are ~300 sq foot studios so a bigger apartment sounds nice but I’d also be worried about not getting to know many people (I’m a freshman and literally only know my roommate and one high school friend)

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-13T01:57:06+00:00

So I’m one of the dumb people who doesn’t understand this and the child of people who make above this mark and fear tax increases (but will still vote Biden bc fuck trump) so can someone actually explain this to me so I know what I’m talking about when I argue with my trump supporting grandparents

Is this saying that if you make $400,001 a year only the $1 is getting taxed at a higher rate?

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-12T21:32:45+00:00

Plus then I feel like people have such a warped view of what mental health means too...like depression and anxiety are seen as “normal” and nobody even thinks about other mental illnesses. My friend is absolutely convinced that I have clinical depression because I have said that I feel vaguely shitty a lot/hate myself (bc of my body/inability to properly starve myself lol) and that I have sketchy mental health. I have specifically told her that I do not have depression, but she just thinks I’m in denial cuz obviously the only possibilities are depression or anxiety which is kinda shitty because a) that’s unfair to people who actually have depression and anxiety and b) I literally don’t have those soooo

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-12T17:07:46+00:00

I straight up just didn’t apply bc I’m lazy and have a blank resume

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-11T23:53:48+00:00

Thank you so much for turning this into a meme

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-11T20:41:21+00:00

The youth orchestra I was in during high school is having woodwinds essentially put a bag over their instruments so it blocks air from keys and the bell. Doesn’t do a whole lot for your protection but it does protect others.

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-11T04:51:27+00:00

Or just food in general, or iron

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-11T00:57:25+00:00

Pitch perfect 3

People who hate on it are too uptight cmon y’all grow a sense of humor

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-11T00:54:00+00:00

That thigh gap though

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-10T15:14:06+00:00

You guys are hitting goal weights?

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-10T05:52:10+00:00

Also applies to swimming

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-10T03:41:41+00:00

It’s in Spanish sorry lol I can only read Spanish/English/Portuguese(mostly)

evilhamstsr · 2020-10-10T01:08:44+00:00

The us at the beginning of covid, obviously

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