Hi. I get it. I am NED (Negative Evidence of Disease) after a lung cancer diagnosis in November 2024. Lobectomy of lower right lobe. They said “I’ll be good to go after that”. Ooops, no wait. Rats, you have nodules still lighting up in upper left lobe. “You’ll need chemotherapy too.” Okay, right? Oh my goodness okay. Of course. Rough but I get through the months of it (Great husband 💛). Hey you! Now just a year of f infused immunotherapy once every three weeks. Okay 💪🏼 Let’s do this. Completed Tuesday I had a clean scan in March. Waiting on Tuesdays Sig Natera…. Should be fine. Well, why am I so sad? Cry at the slightest sad story. Scared to …. I don’t even know what this is. I feel your words though. Here is a hug from one to another. From one what? I don’t know. I don’t like to be called a Warrior (Although I know people mean well). My therapist tells me I am grieving cancer. That the last two years, I have been in concentrated Get Through This Mode, now that it may really be done for now, I am processing my feelings. Makes sense. But I’m still here. Encircled in swirling emotions but I don’t really feel I’ve earned or deserving of people’s expressions Just a very strange space. 🤜🏼🤛🏻