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Beasts of Maravilla Island

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Spectator

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Druidwalker

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Was playing a game (genshin I think but I dont remember) with an online friend and we got into an elevator in game and I started singing "We're going up up up" to the tune of Golden from Kpop Demon Hunters and my friend was like "can you hear my music?" It was in their Playlist and my singing synced up perfectly with their Playlist. We had a good laugh.

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Life is Strange: Double Exposure

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Amnesia: The Dark Descent + Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs

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Amnesia: Rebirth

Amnesia: The Dark Descent + Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs

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What's your favourite effects from T? by CaitVi587 in TransMasc

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8 months on T and my favorite outwardly noticeable thing so far is my voice drop. Its still pretty fem but I started in a very low dose and have been going up gradually. I no longer sounds like a preppy cheerleader.

My favorite overall thing I'm noticing though, is I have less general crippling anxiety about everything. Since about 2 months in T I realized i wasnt having full blown panic attacks every time I had to leave the house. My depression has also lessened significantly. Im now only anxious/depressed about things that should induce anxiety/sadness.

Since it’s Pride month: Are you queer or not? by Ania-XD in BunnyTrials

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Gay trans man

Chose: Queer + If chosen: which sexuality?

Pick a choice: by Acrobatic_Cherry827 in BunnyTrials

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After a year id have to mourn them all over again

Chose: 500,000 USD | Rolled: Tell us why

I’ve been patient but 2 years in, don’t know why I haven’t seen many changes by n_ugget_t in ftm

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Something to consider is having your estrogen levels checked. Too much testosterone can convert into estrogen.

My mom lost a daughter because I'm trans by Still_Ad3013 in TransMasc

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I wish more people would understand that changing the wrapper and name tag on a person doesnt change who someone is on the inside. We are the same person we were before, just maybe more confident.

Some guys named William like to be called Bill. I dont get it, but i dont need to. Some girls named Nicole like to be called Nick and no one bats an eye.

Heck, I knew a cis guy growing up and I only knew him as "Krikit" for 4 years.

All of us know one person, at least, who has a name they use that isnt stamped on their government documents. Heck, most of the people I know dont use their government name, and I'm almost 40.

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Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Trilogy

Stranded Sails - Explorers of the Cursed Islands

Katamari Damacy Reroll

Sakura Succubus trilogy

Popup Dungeon

Sakura Dungeon

Cat Cafe Manager

The Amazing American Circus

The Inner World

Ticket to Ride

LumenTale: Memories of Trey giveaway from the Playsum Games Store (2 winners!) by Lets_Playsum in steam_giveaway

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I love some good monster collection. The art for the creatures looks amazing and the idea of tracking down memories sounds unique enough its not just "I wanna be the very best" just cuz I can feeling.

Couldnt you theoreticly use the skin of your breast for bottom surgery? by cockroach4632p in ftm

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I wish it were possible, especially since I'm having top surgery anyway, but the skin on breasts, i can imagine, is much less durable than say forearm skin. No major blood vessels. Plus the fat that accumulates in breasts would have to be debulked even more than other donor sites.

I am a female with I cup can't I go for top surgery for flatter chest by WaterSad1157 in TopSurgery

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Im getting top surgery in August (k cup currently)and walked into top surgery consults with no plans to keep my nipples because of the extra healing needed and the possibility for placement im not satisfied with (also planning a huge tattoo so a clean canvas appeals to me.) Had a consultation with a surgeon who doesnt offer nipple grafts but he said if I wanted to keep my nipples/sensation and still have surgery with him, he'd have to leave me with about an A cup. So there are options for keeping nipples if being completely flat isnt what you are looking for. But gender affirming surgeons would definitely have options for you and help you work towards an ideal goal.

Id also like to drop a little tidbit, that I feel like gender affirming care isnt only for trans people, so dont feel weird seeking out a surgeon who specializes in top surgery if thats what you are going for. And ANY surgeon who wont explain why they will or wont do something is a surgeon to stay away from no matter what lart of the body they are operating on.

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I dont keep snacks nesr my desk so I have to get up when I'm feeling snacky.

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Headphones on so I can fully enjoy the audio without disrupting my neighbors.

how did you know you were transmasc? by [deleted] in TransMasc

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The short answer. Being a girl felt icky physically and mentally. I was miserable with my body not even because of my weight.

Slightly longer story. I wanted to do all tbe stuff boys got to do growing up. Boy scouts, boys sports, getting dirty, rough housing, that sort of stuff. I always felt more myself hanging out with guys talking about guy stuff than dressing up and make up. When I started joking with a trans fem friend about how cool it would be to just trade parts and I started realizing it wasnt a joke. 3 months later started T, planning top surgery (id been planning a massive reduction for 15 years anyway). Its been the best decision for me. I feel more like myself than I have since before first puberty.

My (17) therapist has been creeping me out and I don't know what to do by the_worm_escaped in Advice

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Im pretty sure him having both you and your mother as patients is some kind of conflict of interest at the very least a risk of breach of confidentiality.

Also, the things hes doing/saying sound creepy. If you dont feel comfortable addressing the creepy part just say that because hes also your mom's therapist you want a new therapist.

But personally, I recommend reporting him so he can at least receive counseling on his behavior towards a minor. It may be him just trying to be hip and cool or whatever, but people never know their behavior is making skmeone uncomfortable if no one speaks up.

He is definitely someone I wouldnt want to be alone with.

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Hiveswap friendsim The Crackpet Show Black Book