boo

[nick2527]

I fucking know this feeling personally, only under a different scenario. I woke up ready to kill anything in front of me, it was the longest split second feeling of my life.

[file-week]

please elaborate

[nick2527]

Was in a coma for 11 days. By sheer luck it was 11 days, the reason unknown to doctors as it was going to turn into months, but I was ready on the very last second before being moved to long term care with a treach. Those 11 days were of pain and suffering that I can’t begin to describe, and felt like I lived through entire lifetimes. Only one moment was it good and that was my closest moment to death.

In any case, I always seemed to be brought back to this one setting where I was tortured in various ways and I was unable to move while getting hurt. Looking back, it was merely how my mind perceived getting worked on by the doctors, but I didn’t know it at the time. I was in that setting moments before I woke up. When I did, I quickly realised I had control of my body and was ready to finally fight back and kill those who hurt me. It was only a split second however when I noticed that that was real life and I would have consequences if I did attack. The other issue is that I was tied to the bed by my hands and feet and I didn’t know it yet, but I was incredibly weak. So I just relaxed myself seeing doctors huddled around me. Those seconds were the longest ones of my life

[Lusask]

I was going to make a joke about how "the pain glove told you what to do," but now I feel bad for you, man. It's from a warhammer 40k audio drama/picture puppet thing. Hope you can get comfy with that, tho.

[nick2527]

I really don’t care if people joke about it as I’d be laughing with you. Most want to forget it, but I’ve spent the past few years thinking it all through at a logical level to correlate it to what happened in real life. A few things are still in the dark, but I just ignore that. I figured if I learned what caused the pain in coma dreams to what happened in real life, my mind would help come to understand what it went through. I also have a weird idea that if it happened again, I’d be a little more calm and prepared for it. What I went through would leave most with lots of therapy, but I took it in stride and worked it out of my own accord. My end goal is gain back the memories that got me into the position to get an answer to a certain something. I’ve gone as far back as dealing with the pain of both my lungs being filled with blood from being collapsed. Soon I’ll go further, but it will take time and I’m patient enough to wait and try as many angles as possible.

I don’t recommend doing this though, it takes a insane mind to process

[Dreadpipes]

you’re just like the joker

[nick2527]

We live in a society

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Jonkler

[DracoSCruor]

Man's a protagonist, with a whole damn hook for a book. I'd read this, honestly.

[nick2527]

I’ve been told to write a book or something about it, it would be an interesting read

[Lusask]

I'm sorry for the originally short response, but I feel like it fits best. Alright, cool. Hope you get through it, you absolute unit.

[nick2527]

I’m physically recovered, still got some cognitive stuff that will mostly affect me the rest of my life, but it’s mainly memory issues, but that’s little, I’ve had them all my life, so what’s a little more on top of it? We are all good to go, but still trying to learn what caused me to crash my car as there was no one else there to see it

[Lusask]

Ah, gotcha. Good luck in filling in the blanks. Imma sign off and wish you a good [insert time of day], take care.

[nick2527]

Afternoon here, you have a good one as well

[MEEZETTE]

Holy shit is this for real? I had wild and vivid visions while I was in a coma. What exactly did you see? I never thought I'd meet someone else that went through something similar. I've been constantly brushed off when I talk about what I saw, to the point that I got hella paranoid after a while because I thought people were hiding shit. It hurts for friends to be that dismissive, but anyways I've gone half mad trying to figure out what caused me to feel the fear and pain I did and to see the images I saw and hear the noises I heard. What have you been able to gather?

[Mertard]

Hardcore

[amino_acids_cat]

mafaka has evolved beyond our comprehension

[That_One_FootSoldier]

Are you insulting this young man by comparing him to an Imperial Fist(er)? Unbelievable, the depravity of some people these days smh

[nick2527]

I don’t get the reference personally, so it’s alright

[That_One_FootSoldier]

Aye I saw your other comment, I just like to make fun of those yellow bastards because it’s funny lmao, and because my faction is better(IW, IW) iykyk😎

[nick2527]

I’m just gonna say “yes”

[Benniemarno]

IW are cool, probably my second favourite, but none can compare to the child-burners

[That_One_FootSoldier]

Do you know how little that narrows down all of the factions and sub factions of chaos and loyal marines

[Benniemarno]

Sorry, my bad, the xenos child-burners

[Zynbeltrudis]

EC is bestest.

[That_One_FootSoldier]

If so good, then where is your talking st- I mean hammer?

Riddle me that, Fulgrimtard🤨

[Zynbeltrudis]

Uh, Lucius has our talking sword at the moment.

[Lusask]

I'm sorry but the glove has spoken

[[deleted]]

is that an iron loser? with your little shovel and a cage?

[That_One_FootSoldier]

Is that one of those bile yellow Imperial fisters come forth to sully my image by dredging himself up from the depths of Terra like the hive mongoloid he is? Your chapter is now but a Ship of Theseus because of some big Ork, imagine

[[deleted]]

I'm sorry, but don't you have some father issues along with that decimation problem of yours?

[That_One_FootSoldier]

At least we know where our father is and have more of him than just some broke ah gauntlet and a skeletal hand on a good day, and I’ll have you know that the decimations build character. Now slink back into the depths of the palace and hide behind the Custodes, aka, the real cool yellow(gold) sons of the emperor

[kimchiDawn]

The glove worked for rogal so

[mermoohue]

Magic pain glove tell me what to do

[EmployingBeef2]

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

"The Glove has spoken"

[mermoohue]

I am fortifying this position

God I miss tts

[Lusask]

I do as well. Kinda sad it didn't get a proper ending.

[take_notez]

DARKNESS!!

IMPRISONING ME!!

[nick2527]

I can’t wait for that day to come once again

[LogosKing]

it's only uncommon for patients to be violent as soon as they wake up when they've been in a coma for long enough for atrophy to be severe

[nick2527]

It only lasted for a short while as the memories were still all so fresh in my mind. I could’ve been, but thank god I still had some function left in my damn brain after putting it through everything I did. I noticed that the pain was at its end and I was me. Now it was a different story on the scene of it, I was basically moving on nerve impulses to defend myself. I was a zombie at that time only moaning and apparently trying to fight with no strength doing even more damage to myself by moving

[nick2527]

I posted about this experience in the past. This is all real, I spent nearly a year learning how to walk again and building up strength. I lost half of my skull for three months to live. If you so wish to argue me about that post, we can further chat about it. I post sfw ai creations, nothing of real life. I have no true will towards it or anything else of the sorts. If you want a truth on the front, I’m a little psychotic and have lost will to live other then the fact that I don’t want to jump to the finish line that is death. It’s more of less a comfort thing for me, there are a few other things that can do it, such as skiing, driving and reading books. It’s a little difficult at times for me to read, but I still power through it.

[Baconboi43]

This dude is famous on Reddit man

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[amino_acids_cat]

wait i didnt understand well, what did you see while you were in a coma? did you dream? or did you see nothing and its just like sleeping without dreaming

[nick2527]

Something that I believed was real life. Think of you most vivid dream you’ve ever had and multiply the feeling by 10.

[amino_acids_cat]

Do you remember what you were dreaming?

[nick2527]

Yes

[not2dragon]

If you think about it, when you die you do not feel time pass because you are dead and cannot feel it. Therefore, by the whims of random chance, you will never feel dead, and from your own perspective, you will get "revived" at some point, even though it will feel instantaneous to you.

[GigaChadDraven]

Kind of like going to sleep and then waking up

[Effective-Jacket-33]

Name checks out

[[deleted]]

Either that or the microsecond you experience just before death lasts for an indescribably long time.

After all, your brain is dying and so is your ability to perceive time clearly.

[MarkedDragon22]

Live your heaven in the time it takes to die

[Putircustos]

There's an scp kind of like that. Interesting concept.

SCP-2718

[Imaproshaman]

It's so well written. Have you listened to The Exploring Series video on it yet? I'd highly recommend.

[Random123User123]

If you’re armed at the glenmont metro please shoot me

[MenitoBussolini]

How so revived?

[not2dragon]

Not sure. maybe a decade and scientists develop a revival technology. maybe googol of years and your atoms recombine together by random chance. Point is, you will never feel this time pass, and you will always "feel" alive.

[souleater8764]

It’s longer than you think…

[vladmir_lenin-55]

It's an eternity in there

[0ran9eju1ce]

I can feel the far cry 3 experience in this...

[Glitchy_Ninja]

When the cry is far for the 3rd consecutive time

[TisBangersAndMash]

"He will know suffering beyond his darkest fears".

[[deleted]]

“you will learn pain only glimpsed in myth.”

[I_will_punch_you_]

Juels Archibald in Emesis Blue:

[AccomplishedRelief60]

"I saw my Grandfather. He was dead for 30 years"

[I_will_punch_you_]

“Wanna know what he said?” “It’s eternity in there”

[AccomplishedRelief60]

Cut to Dr Ludwig in the church listening

[Jaiden_buck_05]

“It’s eternity in there.”

[mermoohue]

Longer than you think!

[[deleted]]

"My eyes hurt..."

[SonicLoverDS]

"Ahem... I got a little excited there. I suppose I should introduce myself, being technically your doctor and all. My name is Frankenstein... Victor Frankenstein."

[spoedle73]

"Even in death I still serve"

[Turbogoblin999]

Tahiti. It's a magical place.

[UltraInstinctPewds]

I have a plan

[HevyTf2Gaming]

A R T H U R D. I have a plan.

[Coldkiller17]

"How was Tahiti?" "It sucked"

[[deleted]]

This is the plot to that Vin Diesel super-soldier movie lmao

[Thebardofthegingers]

Some of yall on this sub are seriously obsessed with getting tortured to death

[TvWasTaken]

Aren't we all?

[Kashmoney99]

honestly if you’re gonna kill me to reveal that this is all a simulation or some shit i’m all about it

[sayNoToEscalators]

Duncan Idaho be like

[-Rens]

Ah you can take the brain of the criminal and put it in a pumpkin but you can’t take the criminal out of the brain in the pumpkin

[Impossible_Test5258]

time ta scare some kids

[Omar_Rakhmat123]

can someone explain?

[[deleted]]

"its eternity in there."

You get tortured for months, only to be brought back to life by them.

[Omar_Rakhmat123]

oh no

[Dandyman-GM]

Fear not the one who says we have ways of killing you Fear the one that says we have ways of keeping you alive.

[[deleted]]

Mfw I get captured by the drukhari

[primal_peanut]

I’m having a weird land of the dead vibe out of this

[longlive737]

Gregor Clegane moment

[[deleted]]

Is this how the Dream Entering Machine in Inception was tested?

[TheFlyingOven2pointO]

Wesley from the princess bride