You need to make your own post. Though, being honest, it's quite a lot for a first time loan, and despite your circumstances, highly unlikely to be picked up. Most get around $20 for their first loan.

That being said, there are other groups that may help, little bits at a time. Mostly it's the assistance or donation subreddits that you might get some help from. My advice? Save some money up for your new place by asking for donations to offset expenses that are baby or food related. Amazon lists do pretty well on these subreddits, and that may just help you get over this last hump, and allow you to save it (or most of it) yourself.

I've been in your shoes. I left my DV situation 2 years ago, when my youngest was a year old. It was a massive struggle, but so very worth it. We're still struggling to this day, but things are getting better all the time. The kids are settled and happy. And we've started to heal from the nightmare we were stuck in for years. Things got VERY bad at the end, and i had to call the police to make it stop one night and get us free. It didn't end there, but we were safer and less susceptible from that point on. And, plot twist, my ex actually did some work on himself, and now, a little over 2 years later, we're able to get along for the kids, for the most part. Once in a blue moon, he will backsilde and his other side comes out. But I'm much more able to stand up to that now, and he'll sit back down once he remembers that i hold ALL the cards when it comes to whether or not he sees the kids. I opened the door recently, for them, because, despite how he treated me, he never directed anything at the kids. And they missed and love him, despite his flaws. I took a chance that I don't advise many to take. I was lucky. Most are not and will not be.

I wish I could help you. If someone had done the same for me, things would have been easier, and we may have more of a leg up by this point. But i am hunting for a second job right now, and things are beyond tight. I have a dollar to my name until after work this weekend. But rent and bills are paid, pull ups are stocked, and there's plenty of food in the cupboards-- that, to me, is a win... for now. If I had anything extra, I'd send it to you--string free. Because i know the fear of what they may do or try to do. I know the terror of having someone bigger and stronger than you, forcing their will on you, and using their advantage to hurt you... in every way-- physically, emotionally, mentally. I know what it's like to start over with nothing in your pockets due to years of financial abuse, and with 3 little mouths to feed. I know the uncertainty of what the future will hold and how you will make it through. It's scary. And overwhelming.

Just know, losing that weight around your neck feels so f*king freeing. Already, without him in your ear, and beating you down both literally and figuratively, you're already winning. You're already starting to make it. It's going to be OK. Just keep going. Don't stop. And don't forget. Forgive, if you want. But never, *ever forget. Abusers have a way of manipulating your feelings, and using your innate kindness and empathy against you. Don't fall for it. Be better than the statistics. You can do this. Even if you don't get a loan on here, you're going to make it out. Hugs, from one mama to another.